HARMONY

Using cigarettes and Adderall, substances that might represent coping mechanisms or escapism.

Desiring things that might be harmful, like poison, to gain everything.

Feeling overwhelmed and creating emotional barriers ("built a wall") due to the experience of being in a difficult situation.

Feeling anxious but determined not to collapse despite the overwhelming emotions.

Describing a situation where the phone is ringing at night but being too intoxicated or emotionally distant to answer it.

Being too intoxicated previously to answer the phone.

Expressing confusion or regret about the consequences of new experiences, possibly related to drugs.

Feeling so intoxicated or altered that waking up seems unlikely.

Feeling unable to express oneself due to fear or emotional distress.

Experiencing emotional pain and a sense of drowning in insincere or fake love.

Remembering a loss of trust due to someone's demise caused by fake drugs.

Having a loss of hope in finding help or salvation.

Repetition of sounds without literal meaning, possibly emphasizing emotional distress or a sense of emptiness.

Na, na-na-na, na

Na, na-na-na, na

Na, na-na-na

Feeling lost and acknowledging being on the wrong path or making poor decisions.

Rejecting superficial conversation and expressing fear of regressing to previous negative states.

Expressing fear of losing positive progress or experiences.

Reflecting on the positive state of things but feeling worried about losing it.

Wanting to discuss past experiences that have been left behind.

Imagery depicting self-harm and struggling to navigate through personal issues hidden behind a facade of laughter.

Blood from my wrist and my vision fade to black

Matter fact, I might even need a map

Just to find all the things that I hide with a laugh

Questioning whether laughter effectively conceals internal struggles.

Yeah

Repetition of earlier verses.

Poison and I'll have it all

Tripping so I built a wall

I'm panicking but I won't fall

Late night, phone buzzing on the nightstand

I was way too drunk to pick up then

New drugs, where the fuck did it take us?

So high, I don't think that I'll wake up

Can't speak 'cause I know that I'll choke up

Blood in the sink, yeah, I'm swimming in this fake love

Fake trust, remember when she died off the fake drugs

And I lost hope that anyone would save us

Repetition of sounds without literal meaning, possibly emphasizing emotional distress or a sense of emptiness.

Na, na-na-na, na

Na, na-na-na, na

Na, na-na-na

Further repetition of sounds without literal meaning.

Na, na-na-na, na

Na, na-na-na, na

Na, na-na-na, na

Repetition of earlier verses.

(Poison and I'll have it all)

(Tripping so I built a wall)

(I'm panicking but I won't fall)

(Late night, phone buzzing on the nightstand)

(I was way too drunk to pick up then)

(New drugs, where the fuck did it take us?)

(So high, I don't think that I'll wake up)

Reiterating the inability to speak due to emotional distress.

Recalling drowning in insincere or fake love and lost trust due to someone's demise from fake drugs.

Fake trust, remember when she died off the fake drugs

Expressing a loss of hope in finding help or salvation.