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Allowed the doubt around my peers, so now they act weird
Allowed doubts from others to affect relationships, causing their behavior to change.
I downed about a thousand beers through-out the past year
Consumed a significant amount of alcohol over the past year.
Found out the sounds of crowds and cheers, give me mad fear
Feel anxious and scared amidst the sounds of crowds cheering.
So now my house and couch are dear, but i'm sad here
Feels emotionally attached to home and comfort but is still unhappy.
Back when I had that dream, you always had to wake me up
Refers to a time when dreaming was encouraged but abruptly interrupted.
And all your backlash seemed to only try to brake me love
Received negative feedback that aimed to break down their love.
And now its half-past three, my homies tryn'a wake me up
Friends trying to engage them in activities late at night, but they resist.
But i don't have that need for all these nights of crazy stuff
Doesn't feel the need for excessive partying and wild nights.
I'm crazy enough, without that steam
Feels mentally unstable without additional external pressures.
I'm lazy enough without that weed
Feels inclined to be inactive without relying on substances.
I may be in love but i doubt thats me,
Unsure if being in love aligns with their identity.
Cuz' i'm mainly tough, i'm not about that deep...
Considers themselves tough but avoids deep emotional connections.
.... love, i don't seek love, but i guess i need love
Expresses a reluctance to actively seek love but acknowledges a need for it.
To brake me free from, all this cheap fun
Feels the necessity for love to break free from superficial enjoyment.
which lateley seems dumb
Recently considers their previous indulgences as foolish.
I miss that confidence back when i used to speak up
Misses the confidence they once had to speak their mind.
I miss those consiqences, when i left the seat up
Misses facing consequences, even trivial ones, suggesting a desire for normalcy.
I need someone to text me, cause i couldn't sleep apart from you
Expresses a need for someone to contact them, particularly someone important.
I need someone to mess me up that shouldn't be too hard for you (thats right)
Desires someone to disrupt their life, implying missing a certain person's influence.
AND IF I HAVE TO TAKE A BULLET, JUST PROMISE THAT YOU WON'T BE TOO SUPRISED.
Expresses willingness to face extreme situations but asks for understanding.
WHEN IT'S NOT YOU AND I, YOU KNOW I CHOOSE TO FLY, TO MAKE IT THROUGH THE SKY, I DONT THINK TWO CAN FLY(SO HIGH)
Prefers to pursue individual growth and success rather than a shared experience.
AND IF YOU THINK YOU GOT A CASE, THEN PROVE IT....
Challenges someone to substantiate their claims or arguments.
IF BABY YOU COULD ONLY CHOOSE A SIDE
Challenges someone to make a definitive choice.
I THINK WE'RE THROUGH GOODBYE, DONT NEED TO PROVE I'M RIGHT, I CAN NOT LOSE TONIGHT, CAUSE I SEE THROUGH YOUR EYES. (thats right)
Asserts independence, implying a finality in the relationship, confident in their perspective.
Well, you kinda had the faith but it wasn't enough.
Acknowledges some belief in the other person but feels it was insufficient.
All though we had a bad debate i think i wasn't a shmuck.
Feels they weren't foolish during a disagreement, suggesting self-respect.
When i said you can leave, cause you messed with my dream
Expresses the willingness to let the person go due to interfering with aspirations.
You're not someone i need, got the rest of my team.
Asserts independence and self-sufficiency.
And we got a plan but that's not your concern
Has plans that the other person doesn't need to worry about.
You don't understand but i thought you could learn
Believes the other person lacks understanding but hopes they can learn.
You think that i'm bad, that i want you to hurt
Feels misunderstood and that their intentions are misinterpreted.
But i'm actually glad you to came on to this earth
Expresses gratitude for the other person's existence, despite differences.
To show me your world
Acknowledges the value of being introduced to the other person's perspective/world.
But i'm not here to stay girl
Expresses transient presence and not intending to stay in the current situation.
I just need to make a plan before i make a move
Desires to plan before making a significant decision.
And i got no time to waste girl, i'll be gone before you finally take your time to choose.
Feels the urgency to depart before the other person makes their choice.
And you almost had me going, but hey girl, maybe when i get my shit together i'll come through
Leaves open the possibility of a future reunion but contingent on personal growth.
Cause i don't wanna see you this way girl,
Doesn't want to witness the other person's current emotional state.
I've had it with these rushed decisions i need something true.
Expresses frustration with hasty decisions and seeks authenticity.
AND IF I HAVE TO TAKE A BULLET, JUST PROMISE THAT YOU WON'T BE TOO SUPRISED.
Reiterates the willingness to face extreme circumstances but asks for understanding.
WHEN IT'S NOT YOU AND I, YOU KNOW I CHOOSE TO FLY, TO MAKE IT THROUGH THE SKY, I DONT THINK TWO CAN FLY(SO HIGH)
Emphasizes the preference for individual growth over a shared experience.
AND IF YOU THINK YOU GOT A CASE, THEN PROVE IT....
Challenges the other person to support their arguments.
IF BABY YOU COULD ONLY CHOOSE A SIDE
Challenges the other person to make a decisive choice.
I THINK WE'RE THROUGH GOODBYE, DONT NEED TO PROVE I'M RIGHT, I CAN NOT LOSE TONIGHT, CAUSE I SEE THROUGH YOUR EYES. (thats right)
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