Lyrics
See you lyin through your teeth, punch em out
Expressing frustration with someone lying; the desire to confront and challenge them.
Don't wanna hear you talk you've said it all don't make a sound
Rejecting further communication, indicating that the person has already said everything and should remain silent.
Diggin for my heart in the lost n found
Searching for emotional connection or love in a place where lost items are collected (lost and found).
Who's keeping score? I lost count
Questioning who is keeping track of the emotional toll, possibly feeling overwhelmed and losing count of emotional struggles.
I'm the worst actor I can't play my part
Admitting inability to play a role convincingly, feeling like a failure.
I knew I'd be let down, I knew it from the start
Anticipating disappointment from the beginning of a situation.
Cut so deeply fuck around and leave a scar
Expressing emotional pain that runs deep enough to leave lasting scars.
Lookin for my Fairy tale ending, but I'm stuck in the dark
Longing for a happy ending but feeling stuck in a difficult or challenging situation.
I can be your hero, baby you're like my heroin
Comparing the person to a drug (heroin) and acknowledging the impact on emotions.
Play with my heart strings like it's a violin
Describing the manipulation of emotions, as if playing heartstrings like a violin.
Talkin down, there's no love it's just violence
Observing a lack of love, replaced by violence in interactions.
The worlds fuckin ending and I'm just fine with it
Indifference to the state of the world, possibly indicating a personal numbness or detachment.
Paint me to be someone that I'm not
Presenting a false image of oneself to others.
Every single day I can feel my heart rot
Feeling a gradual deterioration of emotions, as if the heart is decaying.
Digging the hole deeper, I feel like “Notch”
Metaphorically digging a deeper emotional hole, invoking the concept of "Notch," possibly referring to Minecraft's creator.
Twisting my insides leave my stomach in knots
Experiencing internal turmoil and anxiety, twisting one's insides and causing knots in the stomach.
Shit aint sweet like diesel
Life is challenging and bitter, comparing it to something unpleasant like diesel fuel.
I don't fuck with people
Expressing a reluctance to engage with others.
I don't keep it peaceful
Avoiding peaceful interactions and preferring a more confrontational approach.
Like to keep it lethal
Preferring a dangerous or intense atmosphere over a calm one.
Look around in this world, it's a lot of evil
Observing the prevalence of negativity and malevolence in the world.
Getting into my head, stab me with a needle
Feeling overwhelmed by negative thoughts, symbolized by being stabbed with a needle.
Swear I'm better off dead I'm a fucking weirdo
Expressing a sense of alienation and a belief that death might be a preferable state.
G-c-T filled with lead, I'mma let that bitch go
Using violent imagery, suggesting a desire to release negative emotions or thoughts.
I just want this shit to end, please don't be a hero
Expressing a desire for an end to suffering, discouraging heroic interventions.
Bad thoughts in my head, it's the "Murder, She Wrote"
Mentioning dark thoughts resembling a murder mystery plot.
I'm a quite boy I don't talk a lot
Describing oneself as reserved and not talkative.
I don't really know myself honestly I forgot
Expressing a lack of self-awareness or understanding.
clways fuckin annoyed, always so pissed off
Perpetually irritated and angry, possibly struggling with inner conflict.
Imma cry out for help but its not what I want
Reaching out for help while also rejecting the idea of receiving it.
On my worst days, you could be what I need
Describing a longing for understanding and connection, even if not vocalized.
Never hear what I say, I'm talking to myself
Feeling unheard and resorting to self-talk.
I'm the fire we lit, you're the air that I need
Metaphorically portraying the singer as fire and the listener as the air needed to sustain it.
Please just keep me from burning out
Pleading for support to prevent emotional burnout.
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