Lost Myself
Finding Strength in Heartbreak: Julia Margaret's 'Lost Myself' Journey
Lyrics
Caught you distancing yourself, we were already over
Expressing realization of emotional distance, acknowledging the end of the relationship.
Can't pretend it doesn't hurt, wishing I was stronger
Acknowledging emotional pain and expressing a desire for greater emotional strength.
Don't know where I lost control I guess I gave that up
Reflecting on a loss of control in the relationship and the sacrifice made for someone special.
To be with that someone I'm dreaming of
Dreaming about a significant person and the impact on decisions made in the relationship.
Could all of this resolve by itself?
Questioning if the issues can resolve themselves without direct intervention.
Cause I'm feeling blue
Describing a feeling of sadness or melancholy.
And so used
Expressing a sense of being accustomed or familiar with a certain emotional state.
Too scared of losing you
Feeling fear of losing the person in question.
Cause there wasn't anything I wouldn't do
Highlighting the willingness to do anything to maintain the relationship.
So I lost myself
Stating the consequence of losing oneself in the process of trying to preserve the relationship.
My voice is tightening up it feels so wrong
Describing physical and emotional discomfort in the situation.
Gotta do what girls are taught to just to get along
Acknowledging societal expectations and the pressure to conform for the sake of harmony.
I hear all your broken past, you've been so hurt
Recognizing the partner's emotional baggage and past traumas.
While i'm busy comforting you I think maybe this could work
Balancing the act of comforting the partner while questioning the feasibility of the relationship.
If I weren't by myself
Contemplating the impact of being alone on the overall situation.
And feeling blue
Reiterating the feeling of sadness or melancholy.
And so used
Expressing a sense of being accustomed or familiar with a certain emotional state (repeated).
Too scared of losing you
Reiterating the fear of losing the person in question (repeated).
Cause there wasn't anything I wouldn't do
Reaffirming the willingness to do anything to maintain the relationship (repeated).
So I lost myself
Repeating the consequence of losing oneself in the process of trying to preserve the relationship.
I know that it's better now your gone but you had taught me your the only one
Acknowledging the post-breakup realization that it's better without the person but still acknowledging the impact.
No promises kept but you kept me
Recognizing that promises were not kept, but the person still had an influence.
Feeling blue
Reiterating the feeling of sadness or melancholy (repeated).
And so used
Expressing a sense of being accustomed or familiar with a certain emotional state (repeated).
Too scared of losing you
Reiterating the fear of losing the person in question (repeated).
Cause there wasn't anything I wouldn't do
Reaffirming the willingness to do anything to maintain the relationship (repeated).
So I lost myself
Repeating the consequence of losing oneself in the process of trying to preserve the relationship.
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