Lyrics
My dad been absent ', it's been hard for me to forgive My cousin Thuggin' heard how he tweakin
Expressing difficulty in forgiving his absent father, and mentioning his cousin's involvement with drugs.
out them pills Everybody fakin' for him, tryna see them real
Observing people pretending to be real around his cousin who is struggling with pill addiction.
Like I was at my lowest, on my lowest, would you be here
Reflecting on a low point in life and questioning if someone would be there for support.
I ain't get to tell Joe I love him, deep inside it hurt me
Regretting not expressing love to someone named Joe before, and feeling internal pain.
Know he was always for me, so I been goin' to church on Thursdays
Attending church on Thursdays, possibly seeking solace or guidance.
I don't know if it's my thoughts, but I been really soul searchin
Expressing uncertainty about thoughts, engaging in soul-searching.
Sending prayers up to God every day, like if I'm worth it
Regularly praying to God, questioning personal worthiness.
Cause I been feelin' pain every day But I know that you can take it all away
Acknowledging persistent pain but expressing faith that it can be alleviated.
And I know our life ain't guaranteed today But Lord, I gotta feed my family
Acknowledging life's uncertainties and expressing the responsibility to provide for family.
And I know I'm not your only one But I'm choosin' to follow your son
Acknowledging personal imperfections but choosing to follow a religious path.
Oh Lord, oh Lord, I gotta make it I gotta make it
Expressing determination to succeed and seeking divine guidance.
I see my brother really changed mentally Even though I can't help it, man, they still
Noticing a mental change in a brother, feeling helpless about it.
gettin' me Lately, I been in a mood where I don't wanna no one near me Cause I been searchin' for my soul and I
Preferring solitude while searching for personal identity and feeling emotionally empty.
been feelin' empty Christian judging, and if it's a problem
Addressing judgment from fellow Christians and inviting confrontation if necessary.
then go say somethin' Cause I been tryna put my hood on
Expressing a desire to uplift the community despite challenges.
I feel like Trayvon, tryna paint a picture But it's hard without a crayon
Drawing a parallel with Trayvon Martin, emphasizing the difficulty of expressing oneself without proper tools.
Know I'm real intelligent, sometimes I just play dumb
Acknowledging intelligence but sometimes choosing to appear less knowledgeable.
This for them youngins at the bottom, you ain't gotta be with it just to get it
Encouraging those at the bottom to aspire for more without succumbing to negative influences.
We all deserve a life, and don't let them tell you different
Asserting that everyone deserves a good life despite societal judgments.
Even if your father ain't present you, you gotta understand you gifted
Emphasizing the value of individuals, even in the absence of a father figure.
And the Lord has always there you just gotta ask for forgiveness
Stating the belief in the constant presence of the Lord and the importance of seeking forgiveness.
Cause I been feelin' pain every day But I know that you can take it all away
Reiterating the experience of daily pain but maintaining faith in divine intervention.
And I know my life ain't guaranteed today But Lord, I gotta feed my family
Acknowledging life's uncertainties again and expressing the responsibility to provide for family.
And I know I'm not the only one But I'm choosin' to follow your son
Acknowledging personal imperfections but choosing to follow a religious path again.
Oh Lord, oh Lord, I gotta make it I gotta make it
Expressing determination to succeed and seeking divine guidance again.
I gotta make it I gotta make it
Reiterating the strong determination to succeed.
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