Dear God
Finding Redemption: A Soul's Cry for Guidance and Salvation
Lyrics
I feel lost dear God am I paying the cost
Feeling lost and questioning if there's a price to pay
They tell me get up on the wagon but I keep falling off
Struggling to stay committed to change despite relapses
I'm in locks and chains staring up at the box
Metaphorical confinement, feeling trapped and limited
Then it's back into my cell as I get stuck in my thoughts
Getting stuck in negative thought patterns
So confused oh Lord I don't know what to do
Confusion and seeking guidance
Or what to say and I'll i know is that the answer is you
Belief that the solution lies in a higher power
So crude and so wicked is the way that i view
Critical view of contemporary society
Society now a days and most don't have a clue
Perception that many lack understanding
Pushing dope losing hope and losing all that i had
Feeling of losing everything due to addiction
Or so i thought but now I see things are never so bad
Realization that things may not be as dire as perceived
Long as i got You i need nobody else
Dependence on faith over people
Hear me pray as i plead for my families health
Pleading for family's well-being through prayer
Trying to find a way out and be all i can be
Striving for self-improvement and purpose
And figure what it's all about as i get down on my knees
Seeking clarity and guidance through prayer
Hear the words out my mouth and please hear as i plea
Begging for divine intervention and salvation
Up on the clouds looking down is there salvation for me
Questioning if there's a place for redemption
Please look down on me with Your love and mercy
Desiring God's love and mercy despite feeling unworthy
Most people see a G and see a man not worthy
Perceiving oneself as unworthy in the eyes of many
To go to heaven for the life I'm living
Fear of judgment for one's lifestyle
But it's up to my God if I'll be forgiven
Hope for forgiveness lies in God's hands
My world is spinning and I'm feeling crazy
Feeling overwhelmed and mentally unstable
And I've brought so much pain to the ones who made me
Guilt for causing pain to loved ones
Love my mom she's held on so strong
Admiration and concern for a resilient mother
Don't know how I'll go on when she's finally gone
Anxiety about coping without the mother's support
Goin out of my mind im so misunderstood
Sense of isolation and misunderstanding
Cus i roll with my kind throwing up my hood
Identification with a particular group and lifestyle
Just because I could doesn't mean that i will
Refusal to succumb to negative influences despite capability
I been caught up in no good and temptations to kill
Entangled in wrongdoing and thoughts of extreme actions
All the blood i came to spill will come back on my head
Fearful of repercussions for past actions
It's for sure that it will and it's something I dread
Dreading inevitable consequences
I take a hit and pop a pill and then i lay on my bed
Using substances as an escape and contemplating consequences
And think about what's to come with the morning ahead
Anxiety about the future and its uncertainties
I can feel my eyes burn holding back these tears
Struggling to contain emotions and past experiences
Thinking bout what I've learned through these passing years
Reflecting on life's lessons and experiences
Now I guess it's my turn to face my fears
Feeling compelled to confront personal fears
And there's a reason that I'm here but it still ain't clear
Unclear about life's purpose despite seeking
I submerge in the word and the message it brings
Engagement with religious teachings and spirituality
About the King of all Kings and the spiritual things
Learning about the authority of a higher power
About the Lord of all Lord's and what's still in store
Contemplating future events and prophecies
Like the signs and the wars that we can't ignore
Awareness of significant global events
Praying for my family and the ones that i love
Praying for safety and well-being of loved ones
To make it through the tragedies to the heavens above
Hope for transcendence through hardships
And to the ones I don't know i hope you make it too
Wishing the best for unknown individuals
He's not slow no one knows no one has a clue
Uncertainty about the timing of divine events
When the raptures to come and it's finally done
Anticipating a significant and final event
So make sure you ain't among those cursing with tongues
Warning against being on the wrong side in the end times
Bringing evil to the people till they finally fall
Condemnation of spreading evil and causing downfall
Jesus Christ how we need you God bless us all
Desire for divine assistance and blessings for all
Amen
Concluding prayer</
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