Lyrics
I'm looking for the answers and failing under pressure
Searching for answers but struggling under pressure.
I can't believe I have to take that stupid course again
Expressing disbelief about having to retake a frustrating course.
In the back of Ambers car, I never thought we'd get that far
Reflecting on unexpected progress in a situation (being in the back of Amber's car).
Always chasing never changing
Consistently pursuing but not evolving or adapting.
I wanna feel like I'm in control, spiraling down this rabbit hole
Desire for control while acknowledging a descent into chaos.
4 years waiting, 4 years wasted now I'm sleeping on the floor
Frustration over time wasted and current living conditions.
Lost my phone and lost my keys, what the fuck is wrong with me?
Experiencing a chaotic moment, losing belongings, and questioning oneself.
Its always the same old story
Expressing a sense of repetitive and unchanging life circumstances.
I'm trying everything I know, Is dying. Where the road goes.
Attempting various strategies, contemplating mortality, and uncertain about the future.
In the back of Ambers car, I never thought we'd get that far.
Reiterating unexpected progress in Amber's car.
I'm trying everything I know
Reinforcing the effort to try different approaches.
My classes, I'm failing. My money is draining down
Struggling academically and facing financial challenges.
My girl thinks I'm crazy, if I had a job then I'd move out
Perceived as crazy by the speaker's significant other due to unemployment.
I don't believe in anything but uncertainty.
Expressing a lack of belief in anything except uncertainty.
Maybe I should give up
Contemplating the idea of giving up in the face of challenges.
Sick of feelings so stuck, and I'm feeling numb.
Feeling stuck and emotionally numb.
Remember the time we use to drive, getting high, sipping 151
Recalling past moments of driving and indulging in substances.
And I'm feeling so numb
Reiterating a sense of emotional numbness.
And I'm feeling, And I'm feeling like I shouldn't give up
Expressing a determination not to give up despite challenges.
Sick of feeling, Sick of feeling like its never enough
Expressing weariness and dissatisfaction with life's experiences.
And I'm feeling, And I'm feeling like I shouldn't give up, shouldn't give up
Reaffirming the commitment to persevere despite difficulties.
Sick of feeling, Sick of feeling like its never enough
Continuing to express discontent and a sense of insufficiency.
I'm trying everything I know, Is dying. Where the road goes.
Recalling efforts to navigate life's challenges and uncertainties.
In the back of Ambers car, I never thought we'd get that far.
Revisiting the unexpected progress in Amber's car.
I'm trying everything I know
Reiterating the ongoing effort to try different approaches.
I'm trying, I'm trying
Expressing continued effort and determination.
(Everything I, Everything I)
Emphasizing the commitment to try everything.
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