Lyrics
Just save your prayers, I'm below
Expressing a disregard for prayers, feeling low or down.
15 years I didn't know, the shit you said, I was sold
Reflecting on 15 years of ignorance and being deceived by false statements.
Fuck you really got a hold of me
Acknowledging the negative impact of someone's influence.
You said, never lie, comin' from a bitch that was gone all night
Recalling a hypocritical statement about not lying from someone who was absent all night.
Take another hit til my mind feel right
Turning to substances to cope with emotional turmoil.
Thinkin' this is it hope I don't lose sight
Expressing a fear of losing perspective while trying to find meaning.
I think I could make it bitch I wanna tour the world
Aspiring to tour the world and gain widespread recognition.
Everybody fuckin with me everybody heard
Believing that many people support and know about the artist.
If I'm being honest with you maybe you could learn
Suggesting that honesty could lead to understanding and personal growth.
Gotta pay the price before you get what you deserve
Emphasizing the need to endure challenges before achieving deserved success.
My past life, I had feelings inside
Reflecting on a past life with buried emotions.
I was not the bad guy, now I barely get by
Claiming innocence in the past but struggling financially in the present.
Just save your prayers, I'm below
Repeating a disregard for prayers, feeling low or down.
15 years I didn't know, the shit you said, I was sold
Reiterating the realization of being deceived over 15 years.
Fuck you really got a hold of me
Acknowledging the strong emotional impact of deception.
You said, never lie, comin' from a bitch that was gone all night
Recalling a hypocritical statement about not lying from someone absent all night.
Take another hit til my mind feel right
Continuing substance use to find mental relief.
Thinkin' this is it hope I don't lose sight
Expressing uncertainty about the future and the fear of losing focus.
My heart can't take this anymore
Describing emotional pain, suggesting a breaking point.
I'll take too much and hit the floor
Indicating a willingness to take risks that may lead to a downfall.
I say goodbye, to myself, but you lied
Saying goodbye to oneself due to lies and unavailability.
Never there for me, never this time
Expressing disappointment in someone's consistent absence.
I can feel it in my mind, all I do is close my eyes
Escaping reality by closing one's eyes and seeking solace in the mind.
I think I really lost a lot of my head
Feeling a significant loss of sanity or control.
I said it tried to stop my self from falling back into it
Attempting to resist falling back into a destructive pattern.
I close my eyes and wish I never stayed as long as I did
Expressing regret for staying in a harmful situation for too long.
Next I hope that you can see why I just got up and left
Leaving abruptly and hoping the other person understands the reasons.
Just save your prayers, I'm below
Reiterating a disregard for prayers, feeling low or down.
15 years I didn't know, the shit you said, I was sold
Reflecting on 15 years of ignorance and being deceived by false statements.
Fuck you really got a hold of me
Acknowledging the negative impact of someone's influence.
You said, never lie, comin' from a bitch that was gone all night
Recalling a hypocritical statement about not lying from someone who was absent all night.
Take another hit til my mind feel right
Continuing substance use to find mental relief.
Thinkin' this is it hope I don't lose sight
Expressing uncertainty about the future and the fear of losing focus.
Just save your prayers, I'm below
Repeating a disregard for prayers, feeling low or down.
15 years I didn't know, the shit you said, I was sold
Reiterating the realization of being deceived over 15 years.
Fuck you really got a hold of me
Acknowledging the strong emotional impact of deception.
You said, never lie, comin' from a bitch that was gone all night
Recalling a hypocritical statement about not lying from someone absent all night.
Take another hit til my mind feel right
Continuing substance use to find mental relief.
Thinkin' this is it hope I don't lose sight
Expressing uncertainty about the future and the fear of losing focus.
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