Lyrics
I've been lost, can't find my way
Expresses feeling lost and unable to find a direction in life.
Toxic love, tatted in my brain
Describes a love that has become toxic and is deeply ingrained in the speaker's thoughts.
She don't even care enough to ask if I'm okay
Indicates a lack of concern from someone important in the speaker's life.
But that don't even matter
Acknowledges that the lack of care doesn't matter to the speaker.
Cause I'm tryna find my own way out
Expresses the speaker's determination to find their own way despite difficulties.
A way out of my head, out of my dread
Desires to escape negative thoughts and feelings.
The sorrow dont end
Conveys ongoing sorrow and emotional pain.
Cupid is not my friend, he wants me dead
Suggests that love (Cupid) is not supportive and may even be harmful.
He wants me dead
Reiterates the idea that love could be destructive or life-threatening.
I been on my own I don't know why I still like her
Expresses confusion about the speaker's continued attraction to someone.
Use me for my money, I don't know, but that's what I heard
Suspects being used for financial reasons.
I'm out of luck, but I do not give a fuck
Acceptance of bad luck without caring about it.
I'm taking xannies to the brain because I feel like I'm stuck
Using prescription drugs (xannies) to cope with feeling stuck.
Stuck inside the same position, I don't know where to go
Feeling trapped and uncertain about the future.
She used to say she loved me, but she would never show
Recalls a past relationship where love was verbally expressed but not shown.
Bad vibes from her, all I know
Perceives negative vibes from the mentioned person.
Living in this world so cold
Reflects on the harshness of the world.
I've been lost, can't find my way
Repeats the theme of feeling lost and unable to find a way.
Toxic love, tatted in my brain
Reiteration of the toxicity in the speaker's perception of love.
She don't even care enough to ask if I'm okay
Reiterates the lack of caring from a significant other.
But that don't even matter
Emphasizes the speaker's determination to find their own way.
Cause I'm tryna find my own way out
Repeats the desire to escape negative thoughts and feelings.
A way out of my head, out of my dread
Repeats the ongoing sorrow and emotional pain.
The sorrow dont end
Reiterates the idea that love (Cupid) is not supportive and may even be harmful.
Cupid is not my friend, he wants me dead
Reiterates the belief that love could be destructive or life-threatening.
He wants me dead
Repeats the suspicion that love (Cupid) wants the speaker dead.
Uh, I can see the hatred through my Rays, dawg
Suggests the ability to perceive hatred from others.
Don't you ever think you took it too far
Advises against taking things too far in relationships.
Pour a four inside my fanta, make me slow, dawg
References drug use (pouring a four) to cope with difficulties.
I can not fuck with these bitches, they be hoes, dawg
Expresses a distrust of certain individuals.
Basic bitches on my line, got me snoring
Describes disinterest in superficial relationships.
She don't care about me, but she more important to me
Admits that someone unimportant holds significance for the speaker.
Toxic remedies
Refers to using toxic remedies to cope with issues.
Toxic melodies, I sing them all day
Indicates a continuous engagement with harmful thoughts and feelings.
Toxic felonies, Ill kill before you leave
Suggests a willingness to harm before being abandoned.
I've been lost, can't find my way
Repeats the theme of feeling lost and unable to find a way.
Toxic love, tatted in my brain
Reiteration of the toxicity in the speaker's perception of love.
She don't even care enough to ask if I'm okay
Reiterates the lack of caring from a significant other.
But that don't even matter
Emphasizes the speaker's determination to find their own way.
Cause I'm tryna find my own way out
Repeats the desire to escape negative thoughts and feelings.
A way out of my head, out of my dread
Repeats the ongoing sorrow and emotional pain.
The sorrow dont end
Reiterates the idea that love (Cupid) is not supportive and may even be harmful.
Cupid is not my friend, he wants me dead
Reiterates the belief that love could be destructive or life-threatening.
He wants me dead
Repeats the suspicion that love (Cupid) wants
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