Lyrics
I'm already lost in this place I call home
I feel disoriented and disconnected in the place I consider my home.
I never meant to feel this way
I didn't intend to experience these emotions.
But I know I won't change
Despite knowing this, I'm unable or unwilling to change.
You're still in my brain
Thoughts of you persist in my mind.
I'm cold still I feel insane
I feel emotionally numb yet overwhelmed.
I know I need these memories
My memories are important to me.
I keep them safe until I Rest In Peace
I'll safeguard these memories until I pass away.
I can't take this and I'm sick of it
I'm struggling to endure this situation, and I'm tired of it.
How much longer is this going to go on?
How much longer will this continue?
I don't know how to do anything else
I lack knowledge or skills in anything else.
Then you better learn
You should acquire new skills or knowledge.
And you better make some money somehow
Find a way to earn money despite this.
I will, I will
Assurance that money will be made.
When? That's what I want to know, when?
When will this happen?
You'll see, I'll find a way, maybe today
I'll figure out a way, maybe even today.
Who knows me better than myself?
I understand myself better than anyone else.
There's a hundred ways I've felt
I've experienced various emotions in numerous ways.
Always landed on not well
Most often, I end up feeling unwell.
I've been putting me through hell
I've been subjecting myself to torment.
Car still running on no gas
Continuing despite having minimal resources.
Spending money that I don't have
Spending money I don't possess.
Keep this up and it won't last
If this persists, my situation will worsen.
It's been a while since I left here
It's been a long time since I departed from here.
And I'm still banking on next year
I'm still hopeful for better times in the upcoming year.
Lost faith in my old shit
I've lost confidence in my past efforts or creations.
Took me places, got homesick
My experiences took me to places, but I long for home.
You need a minute no time now
I need a moment but have no time for it now.
Too much shit on my mind now
My mind is burdened with numerous concerns.
Caving in but I'll find out
Feeling overwhelmed but determined to discover a solution.
Grab a glass I'm pouring wine out
I'm seeking solace in alcohol to cope with emotions.
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