Obsessed

Smoking a cigarette is causing physical discomfort or pain in the singer's chest, possibly symbolizing inner turmoil or stress.

The singer is engaged in a constant struggle with inner demons and shadows, indicating an obsession or preoccupation with these personal challenges.

The singer feels overwhelmed and desires relief to the extent that they metaphorically need a surgeon to calm down or find peace.

Reiteration of the physical discomfort caused by smoking, emphasizing the recurring nature of stress or inner turmoil.

Reiteration of the singer's ongoing struggle with inner demons and shadows, highlighting the persistent nature of their obsession.

Similar to line 3, emphasizing the overwhelming feeling and the need for drastic measures to relax or find relief.

The singer acknowledges their fault or mistake and appears to be introspective, staring at the ceiling, possibly contemplating their situation.

Music serves as a healing mechanism, providing solace and helping the singer deal with their emotions.

The singer spends each night engaged in a particular pursuit or behavior.

Searching for positivity or hope, represented metaphorically as "looking for the light."

The singer prefers to keep their thoughts to themselves and doesn't seek validation or approval from others.

The singer feels excessively reserved or inhibited, expressing their frustration by screaming privately.

Using drugs or getting high to escape reality and find solace in a dream-like state, represented by "dreaming in the flowers."

The singer feels silenced or restrained, possibly due to the deterioration of their emotions or inner self.

Engaging in activities or thoughts that evoke aggression or violence, likely as a response to inner turmoil or frustration.

An expression of defiance and disregard towards the world, not intending to incite chaos but rather expressing intense emotions.

The singer feels physically ill and refuses to acknowledge certain truths or aspects of their life.

Continuing in denial, possibly resorting to drastic measures (symbolized by grabbing a rifle).

Metaphorically destroying dreams or aspirations represented by shooting stars, while turning to music (vinyl) as an escape.

Entering a downward spiral or cycle of destructive behavior, but still hoping for a positive outcome.

Encouragement to make life's journey or experiences the best they can be, possibly despite the struggles.

Feeling better when away from stress, experiencing a sense of relief or improvement in mood.

Despite feeling better, the singer remains uncertain or confused about their emotions and current state of being.

The singer doesn't rely on anyone but finds comfort in smoking another cigarette.

Repetition emphasizing the reliance or coping mechanism of smoking as a means of comfort.

Reiteration of the physical discomfort or distress caused by smoking, highlighting its detrimental effect on the singer's well-being.

Repetition of the ongoing battle with inner demons and shadows, emphasizing the persistence of the singer's obsession.

Similar to lines 3 and 6, expressing the overwhelming feeling and the desire for relief or relaxation.

Continuing the emphasis on the physical discomfort or distress caused by smoking.

Reiteration of the ongoing struggle with inner demons and shadows, emphasizing the persistent nature of the singer's obsession.

Similar to lines 3, 6, and 28, emphasizing the overwhelming feeling and the need for relief or relaxation.

Reiteration of feeling excessively reserved or inhibited, expressing frustration privately.

Using drugs or getting high to escape reality and find solace, echoing line 13's sentiment.