Lyrics
Getting stronger every day
Expressing personal growth and empowerment over time.
Overstretching joy
Experiencing intense happiness but possibly pushing it to the limit.
Mind's on 100
Focused and alert, operating at maximum mental capacity.
I can feel the weight
Sensing a burden or responsibility.
Melting off my shoulders
Feeling relief or release from a heavy emotional load.
Is this a dream or a memory
Questioning the nature of reality, whether it's a dream or a recollection.
I never felt so much love
Experiencing an unprecedented level of love.
Go through my sorrows lucidly
Confronting sorrows with a clear and aware mind.
Picking at my scabs
Engaging in self-destructive behavior, possibly symbolic of unresolved issues.
Festering wounds in my soul
Deep emotional wounds impacting the core of one's being.
Will I ever find my home
Searching for a sense of belonging or a place to call home.
Maggots of pain
Metaphorically describing intense emotional pain as devouring parasites.
Eating my blackened heart
Symbolizing the corrosive effect of pain on the emotional core.
Vein by vein
Describing the gradual destruction of emotional well-being.
Will I ever be sane
Questioning the possibility of regaining mental stability.
Poison a black hole to the soul
Referring to toxic influences that contribute to inner emptiness.
Delivered by meds set up by a scheme
Highlighting the impact of medication on one's perception.
Seeking clarity
Expressing a desire for mental clarity amid internal struggles.
Alone with my thoughts burning through my spine
Feeling isolated with intense thoughts penetrating the spine.
Good morning cruel world
Greeting the world with a sense of cruelty and uncertainty.
What do you have in store
Questioning the future and what challenges it may bring.
Festering wounds in my soul
Reiteration of deep emotional wounds and the search for a home.
Will I ever find my home
Continuing the quest for a place of belonging.
Maggots of pain eating my blackened heart
Repeating the metaphor of pain-consuming parasites.
Vein by vein
Emphasizing the gradual destruction of emotional well-being.
Will I ever be sane again
Questioning the possibility of regaining mental stability.
Sunken feeling, I cannot shake
Describing a sinking feeling that is difficult to overcome.
My head spins, another pill to take
Depicting the need for medication to cope with mental turmoil.
Leave me be for just a minute
Requesting a moment of solitude to manage overwhelming thoughts.
‘Cause all my thoughts are running rampant
Expressing the uncontrollable nature of intrusive thoughts.
Sick, depleted, reduced to nothingness, these thoughts they seem to starve
Describing a state of physical and emotional depletion.
For affection over powering my sanity
Balancing the need for affection with the risk to mental stability.
A Craving to feed my disease
Expressing a compulsive desire to satisfy inner struggles.
I'll never be good enough to match the pureness I see
Feeling inadequate compared to an idealized concept of purity.
Rebuilding myself piece by piece
Describing a process of self-reconstruction after emotional devastation.
Undead assembly
Metaphorically portraying the self as an undead assembly, suggesting resilience.
Torn apart
Expressing being torn apart, possibly symbolizing internal conflicts.
Body parts
Literal or metaphorical dismemberment, portraying emotional vulnerability.
Spilled upon the floor
Symbolizing emotional spillage and chaos.
Awake again from this nightmare
Awakening from a distressing experience, questioning future peace.
Will I ever be at peace
Expressing a desire for tranquility and resolution of internal struggles.
Waiting for my final rest
Awaiting a peaceful and final rest.
Waiting for my final sleep
Anticipating the end of a turbulent journey in the form of eternal sleep.
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