Lyrics
You'll catch me losing my mind in
You find me deeply absorbed in my thoughts
Deep thought
I'm in a state of profound contemplation
I tell my brother I'm fine but
I reassure my sibling that I'm alright, yet
I'm not
Internally, I'm struggling
I tell my friends and my family that I'm okay
I inform my friends and family that I'm fine
But when have I ever been in the first place
Questioning if I've ever truly been fine
Losing my mind in
Losing myself in profound contemplation again
Deep thought
Engulfed in deep introspection
I tell my mother I'm fine but
I assure my mother that I'm alright, but
I'm lost
Internally, I feel directionless
I tell my friends and my family that I'm okay
I convey to my friends and family that I'm okay
But when have I ever been in the first place
Reflecting on whether I've ever truly been okay
I wish I could phone a friend
I wish I could seek help from a friend
Instead of laying in this bed
Instead of pretending while lying in bed
And playing pretend
Acting out a false reality
Days upon days I spend
Passing days upon days in this manner
Slowly but surely
Gradually, yet steadily
Inside my head I descend
Descending deeper within my thoughts
Wish I could erase this
I wish I could eliminate this feeling
The feeling that makes it
The sensation that convinces me
Feel like I'm a lost cause
I'm beyond redemption
Been trying to fake it
Attempting to feign
Figurative face lift
An illusionary improvement in appearance
So I can hide all my flaws
To conceal my imperfections
(Wish I could go back to the old days)
(I desire to return to the past)
(But I'm still stuck in my ways)
(But I'm entrenched in my current patterns)
You'll catch me losing my mind in
You'll find me deeply absorbed in my thoughts
Deep thought
I reassure my sibling that I'm alright, yet
I tell my brother I'm fine but
Internally, I'm struggling
I'm not
I inform my friends and family that I'm fine
I tell my friends and my family that I'm okay
Questioning if I've ever truly been fine
But when have I ever been in the first place
Losing myself in profound contemplation again
Losing my mind in
Engulfed in deep introspection
Deep thought
I assure my mother that I'm alright, but
I tell my mother I'm fine but
Internally, I feel directionless
I'm lost
I convey to my friends and family that I'm okay
I tell my friends and my family that I'm okay
Reflecting on whether I've ever truly been okay
But when have I ever been in the first place
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