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I'm home
I have returned home.
but I feel not like home
Despite being home, I don't feel a sense of belonging or comfort.
Even if I'm with my friends
Even when I'm with my friends,
I feel alone
I experience a profound sense of loneliness.
Thinking of you made me feeling so grey
Thoughts of you make me feel emotionally troubled and dull.
But I don't want to you ruin my day
Despite that, I don't want you to spoil my day.
So I put a smile on my face
So, I force a smile on my face.
I'm okay, I'm okay I'm just pretended to not show my pain
I assert that I'm okay, but in reality, I'm just pretending to hide my pain.
I'm smiling but I'm dying
Although I'm smiling outwardly, internally, I'm deteriorating.
I'm smiling but I'm crying
My smile conceals the fact that I'm crying.
You know how you feel when you don't know how you feel?
Describing the confusion and ambiguity of emotions when one is unsure about their feelings.
That's what I feel
I experience a similar uncertainty about my emotions.
Too much pain
I'm burdened by an overwhelming amount of pain.
I tried to hide
I've attempted to conceal this pain.
You don't know that
There are aspects of my suffering that you are not aware of.
you made me feel dead inside
Your actions or influence have made me feel emotionally dead inside.
I'm always lonely and even you don't know that I'm breaking slowly
I consistently feel lonely, and you may not realize that I am slowly falling apart.
I'm smiling but I'm dying
Although I present a smiling facade, internally, I'm deteriorating.
I'm smiling but I'm crying
My outward smile conceals inner tears and sorrow.
You know how you feel when you don't know how you feel?
Reiterating the confusion and uncertainty about emotions.
That's what I feel
Expressing the ongoing struggle with unclear emotions.
I'm smiling but I'm dying
Despite the smile, I am experiencing a decline in my emotional well-being.
I'm smiling but I'm crying
Behind the smile, there is an underlying sense of sadness and tears.
You know how you feel when you don't know how you feel?
Reiterating the emotional confusion and uncertainty described earlier.
That's what I feel
Summarizing the persistent emotional ambiguity and turmoil.
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