Lyrics
Something's waching over me
Feeling a presence or influence watching over the speaker.
There's someone in my house that I can't see
Sensing an unseen presence within the speaker's home.
I've asked her many times to leave
Repeatedly asking the presence to depart.
She tells me she's not evil
The presence insists it is not malevolent.
In my hours of confidence
Confident moments when the speaker feels genuine and valued by friends.
When feeling real and worthy of my friends
Letting go of defenses during these confident moments.
When I let go of my defence
Opening up emotionally during vulnerable times.
She's waiting in a corner
The presence remains in the background, waiting.
Angel of sadness
Referring to the unseen entity as the "Angel of Sadness."
Leave me alone
Requesting the entity to leave the speaker alone.
Save me some hours
Asking for time alone to deal with personal challenges.
To try on my own
Expressing a desire to handle difficulties independently.
When the music is over
After the music ends, a period of silence and reflection begins.
The silence is on
The silence brings a sense of being alone.
You know I will be yours alone
Commitment to be exclusively devoted to the entity.
So pick me up and carry me on
Requesting support and guidance from the entity.
Life with her is getting hard
Life becomes challenging with the entity's presence.
It's like I'm not the driver of my own car
Feeling a loss of control over one's life.
I'm not the holder of my credit car
Losing financial control and stability.
Oh Jesus, make me sober
A plea for spiritual clarity and sobriety.
Misery comes and lovers go
Misery arrives, and relationships become unstable.
I lose myself and sometimes I don't know
Experiencing self-loss and uncertainty.
She says "I've always told you so
The entity reminds the speaker of predicted outcomes.
But I'll stay with you forever"
Despite challenges, the entity promises eternal companionship.
Angel of sadness
Reiteration of the entity as the "Angel of Sadness."
Angel of sadness
Repetition emphasizing the entity's presence.
Angel of grief
Referring to the entity as the "Angel of Grief."
Save me some hours
Requesting time alone to deal with personal struggles.
So please can you leave
Asking the entity to depart during the silence.
When the music is over
After the music, a period of quiet reflection begins.
The silence is on
Feeling completely alone during the silence.
I'll be completely on my own
Anticipating self-reliance and finding a home.
But I'll work it out
Commitment to work through challenges independently.
And find me a home
Expressing a determination to find a place of belonging.
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