thoughts of goodbye
Contemplating Departure: Inner Turmoil Echoed in Melody
Lyrics
I thought I'd write something simple, I'll just hope it's enough
The songwriter intended to create a simple piece and hopes it will be sufficient.
Can I ask you a question, would you care if I'm gone
The songwriter is questioning if their absence would matter to someone.
The oxygen is getting hard to digest
The air is becoming difficult to breathe, possibly symbolizing a struggle or hardship.
All my friends don't realize that they left me
The songwriter feels abandoned by their friends, who may not be aware of their departure.
I'm breathing in a breath just so I can breathe my last one out
Expressing the difficulty of taking a breath, possibly signifying the burden of existence.
You knew me from the start, so where am I standing now
A reflection on the past, questioning the current standing or position in life.
There's no one telling me not to go
There is no one advising or stopping the songwriter from leaving.
Heartbeat of a hundred and I'm trying to find a lifeline
Describing a heightened heartbeat while searching for a reason to continue living.
Never find myself, so tell me what's the reason I try
The songwriter is struggling to understand the purpose of their existence.
I don't wanna go
An explicit desire not to leave or face a difficult situation.
There's just thoughts of goodbye
The predominant theme is contemplating thoughts of saying goodbye.
If I'm too complicated, then why couldn't you say
If the songwriter is too complex, they wish someone would communicate this directly.
Guess I'd rather just hear you before you head out the way
The preference is to hear someone's thoughts before they depart.
All my feelings feel like they've been suppressed
An emotional suppression, as the songwriter feels their feelings are stifled.
Punished for every time that I confess
The songwriter feels punished for confessing their emotions.
I'm breathing in a breath just so I can breathe my last one out
Reiteration of the struggle to breathe, indicating a profound internal struggle.
You knew me from the start, so where am I standing now
A reflection on how someone who knew them from the beginning perceives them now.
There's no one telling me not to go
No external influence is preventing the songwriter from leaving.
Heartbeat of a hundred and I'm trying to find a lifeline
A high heartbeat while desperately seeking a reason to continue living.
Never find myself, so tell me what's the reason I try
The songwriter is lost and unable to discover their true self or purpose.
I don't wanna go
A reiterated reluctance to depart or face a challenging situation.
There's just thoughts of goodbye
The persistent theme of contemplating thoughts of saying goodbye.
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