Denial
Embracing Shadows: Saint Melanin's Journey Through Denial
Lyrics
I won't admit it to myself now
I refuse to acknowledge this to myself presently
But it sits in the back of my mind
However, it remains in the recesses of my thoughts
Nobody's gonna come and save me now
No one will come to rescue me at this point
I'm in a fog of my own design
I'm enveloped in a fog I've created myself
My vision is getting kind of hazy
My sight is becoming unclear
Colors they don't seem so bright
Colors appear less vibrant
I'm losing feeling in my limbs now
I'm losing sensation in my extremities
I'm going numb heart's cold as ice
I'm becoming emotionally numb, my heart feels cold
Deny that's what I do so well
I excel at denying reality
Deny that's what I do so well
-Spinning circles of deception
I'm trapped in cycles of deceit
Stacking these walls so high
I'm constructing high barriers of defense
I haven't slept in 30 days days now
I haven't slept for an extended period, yet I claim to be okay
But i'm fine I'm fine I'm fine
Despite my lack of sleep, I insist I'm alright
Deny that's what I do so well
I'm exceptionally skilled at denial
Deny that's what I do so well
-Runaway
Escaping from the brightness and warmth of the sun
From the sun
Fleeing and avoiding exposure to light
Run and hide
From the light
Seeking refuge from the light
Runaway
Running away from the brightness and warmth of the sun
From the sun
Fleeing and avoiding exposure to light
Run and hide
From the light
Seeking refuge from the light
Runaway
Running away from the brightness and warmth of the sun
From the sun
Fleeing and avoiding exposure to light
Run and hide
From the light
Seeking refuge from the light
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