Vicious Cycle
Spiraling Despair: Glass Crown's Vicious Cycle Unveiled
Lyrics
The water fills my lungs, as I'm gasping for air
The speaker is experiencing suffocation as water fills their lungs.
A delusion of my former self, a thought I can't bare
The speaker is grappling with a distorted image of their past self, causing emotional distress.
I shift my focus to avoid discontent
The speaker redirects their attention to avoid dissatisfaction.
But I'm drowning in abysmal endless torment
Despite efforts to shift focus, the speaker feels immersed in profound and never-ending suffering.
It happens every day, I'll try to feel better
The speaker faces a daily struggle to improve their emotional state.
But every day I'm falling further and further (I can't sleep)
Despite daily attempts, the speaker continues to descend into deeper emotional turmoil, possibly related to insomnia.
I've got so many problems, I'm not stopping 'til I reach the bottom
The speaker has numerous unresolved issues and expresses a determination to confront them all, regardless of the consequences.
I can't pull myself forward
The speaker finds it challenging to make progress in their life.
It's a fucking disorder
The difficulties the speaker faces are characterized as a serious disorder.
I'm just so tired, I'm uninspired. It's like a guilt trip, sad song, desperate to feel alive
The speaker is fatigued and lacks inspiration, describing their experience as a guilt-inducing journey set to a melancholic soundtrack, seeking a sense of vitality.
I'm losing sleep just to lose my mentality
The speaker sacrifices sleep in an attempt to preserve their mental health.
One more second until the brink of insanity
The speaker feels they are on the brink of losing their sanity, emphasizing the precariousness of their mental state.
I can't pick myself back up
The speaker struggles to recover from setbacks or challenges.
I have waited my entire life for this
The speaker has been waiting for a significant event or realization throughout their entire life.
Self deception radiates within me
The speaker acknowledges self-deception as a pervasive force within them.
Barricade all my thoughts in these walls
The speaker fortifies their mind by isolating thoughts within mental walls.
I can't find my way back out
The speaker feels lost and unable to find a way out of their current struggles.
I can finally see, that I'm living a dead memory
The speaker realizes they are living in a state of emotional numbness or detachment.
And I can finally say, I'm better off, hanging
The speaker claims to be better off ending their life, expressing a desire for release.
Up from above
The speaker envisions themselves hanging above, suggesting a suicidal inclination.
Suspended
The speaker feels suspended in their struggles.
Bound by chains
The speaker perceives themselves as bound by chains, possibly symbolizing emotional or psychological constraints.
I can't pull myself forward
The speaker reiterates their difficulty in making progress, emphasizing the disorder in their life.
It's a fucking disorder
Similar to line 11, the speaker emphasizes the serious nature of the challenges they face, labeling them as a disorder.
A fucking disorder
A repetition and reinforcement of the idea that the speaker's challenges are a severe disorder.
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