Lyrics
Strange I feel
Feeling strange and disconnected.
I cannot recognize myself at all
Unable to recognize one's own identity.
All memories gone and I have simply no
Loss of memories and confusion about internal pain.
Idea what my burning pain is all about
Lack of understanding regarding emotional suffering.
I confuse
Confusion between blurred visions and reality.
My blurring visions with reality
Deepest fears taking control.
My deepest fears are taking over me
Overwhelmed by fears.
And I've got no more will to run or hide
Losing the will to escape or avoid.
Losing peace of mind, I am drowning in the flow
Experiencing a loss of inner peace.
Carrying me into the abyss, carrying down into the abyss
Being pulled into a state of despair and darkness.
I am grasping at my shattered visions like at straw
Desperately holding onto shattered visions.
In the blaze of a hopeless disease
Caught in the intensity of an incurable despair.
And sometimes
Occasional return of helpless hate.
My helpless hate returns me to the time
Hatred leading back to a time of potential change.
When I could change it all but now I can't deny
Realization that it's too late to make a difference.
It's much too late to try, it hurts me so
Regret and pain for not acting earlier.
How to live?
Questioning how to live under a heavy emotional burden.
A heavy burden on my aching soul
Acknowledging the weight on the soul.
How can I even smile at all?
Struggling to find reasons to smile.
I've written many lines for nobody
Writing lines expressing inner struggles for no one to understand.
To read and learn what's wrong with me
Yearning for someone to comprehend personal issues.
Losing peace of mind, I am drowning in the flow
Reiteration of the loss of inner peace and drowning sensation.
Carrying me into the abyss, carrying down into the abyss
Continued descent into the abyss of despair.
I'm grasping at my shattered visions like at straw
Clutching at shattered visions as a desperate measure.
In the blaze of a hopeless disease
Existing in the intense agony of an incurable condition.
In the blaze of a hopeless disease
Reiteration of being consumed by a hopeless state.
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