Lyrics
When I was 10 I wished that I had friends
Expressing a desire for friends at the age of 10.
But I grew up and realized that I don't need them
Realizing the independence and self-sufficiency that comes with maturity.
Didn't ever talk enough to really take offense
Not engaging in enough conversation to be easily offended.
Said one day I'd save enough to buy a new Rolex
Setting a goal to save money for a luxury item like a Rolex.
18 I thought I was the best
Feeling confident and self-respecting at the age of 18.
Got a little self respect and it fucked with my head
Developing self-respect and facing inner turmoil.
Never thought that I would have so many lame regrets
Regretting past decisions and actions.
Never thought that I would have so many lame regrets
Repeating the theme of regret.
Lights out and I'm staring at the ceiling
Reflecting on life while lying in the dark.
Can't be everything that I want me to be
Feeling unable to meet personal expectations.
Guess my life's still got no meaning
Expressing a sense of life lacking meaning.
Leave me with my bags outside
Isolating oneself with belongings, possibly symbolic of emotional baggage.
I think I'll be alone tonight
Anticipating loneliness for the night.
From the other side I hear them cry
Hearing others' suffering from a distance.
Welcome to my life
Welcoming others to the singer's emotionally challenging life.
Speeding down route 45
Speeding down a road, possibly escaping from difficulties.
Cause I don't got no place to hide
Having no place to hide from problems.
From the other side I hear them cry
Hearing the emotional cries from others on the other side.
Welcome to my life
Reiterating the welcome to the singer's challenging life.
Don't cross my mind with your dirty feet
Rejecting intrusive thoughts and influences.
Ain't got no one worth the time to fucking end my peace
Not finding anyone worthy of disturbing the singer's peace.
I've been low life living for the last few weeks
Living a low-life existence recently.
Parents wanted me in college barely turned 14
Parents pushing for college at a young age.
Play pretend when speaking on my thoughts
Pretending when expressing thoughts to others.
Never knew that all my lies would ever piss them off
Realizing that lies have upset others.
Thinking I could fall in love but I guess I'm wrong
Being mistaken about the possibility of falling in love.
Then again I never d... ahh fuck
Interrupted thought or hesitation.
Lights out and I'm staring at the ceiling
Similar to line 10, reflecting on life in the darkness.
Can't be everything that I want me to be
Continuing to feel inadequate in meeting personal expectations.
Guess my life's still got no meaning
Reiterating the sense of life lacking meaning.
Leave me with my bags outside
Isolating oneself again, preparing for loneliness.
I think I'll be alone tonight
Anticipating solitude for the night once more.
From the other side I hear them cry
Hearing emotional cries from a different perspective.
Welcome to my life
Repeating the invitation to others to join the singer's challenging life.
Speeding down route 45
Continuing to speed away, seeking escape.
Cause I don't got no place to hide
Having no place to hide, emphasizing the lack of refuge.
From the other side I hear them cry
Hearing cries from the other side persistently.
Welcome to my life
Reiterating the welcome to the singer's challenging life.
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