Plaguing My Blighted Mind
Spiraling Depths: Unraveling the Profound Despair in 'Plaguing My Blighted Mind'
Lyrics
Mental instability driving me to near insanity
Mental instability is pushing the speaker close to madness.
Will the dark fade I'm tired of this abysmal gray
The speaker is weary of the persistent gloom and hopes for relief from the darkness.
I'll steal the light and take the fortune for myself
The speaker expresses a desire to seize positivity and prosperity for themselves.
For I'm alive I won't be held down by the expelled
The speaker, alive and resilient, refuses to be restrained by those who have been expelled.
A shattered state I'm forced to live
The speaker is compelled to endure a shattered state of being.
Is now a fate I don't want to give
This state has become a fate that the speaker wishes to avoid.
What is the goal you seek to achieve
A question is posed about the goal in a world of make-believe.
In your new world of make believe
A critique or inquiry about the goals pursued in a fictional or delusional world.
Cosmic horrors plaguing my blighted mind
The speaker is haunted by cosmic horrors affecting their troubled mind.
Predetermined disorders that I am forced to find
The speaker is compelled to discover pre-existing disorders within themselves.
What's left to hide inside
Uncertainty about what is left to conceal internally.
When I'm already made to die by design
The speaker feels destined to die due to a predetermined design.
Blinded by the fires that stir inside of my eyes
The speaker is blinded by intense internal struggles represented as fires.
Bonfires alighted by dreams to be demised
Dreams that fuel bonfires are destined to be extinguished.
Laws of causality were set in motion
The laws of causality are set in motion, influencing events.
Lost in their empty notions
The speaker feels lost in empty and meaningless ideas.
If life is so transient why does it lack the ambience
A rhetorical question about the lack of vibrancy in transient life.
Soothing lies whispered in my ear reigniting my fear
The speaker is disturbed by comforting lies that reignite fear.
Left to be consumed by this pain and malice
The speaker is left to be consumed by pain and malice.
As these scars heal to become calloused
As scars heal, they become calloused, implying emotional toughness.
I'm so fucking cold I can barley breathe
The speaker describes feeling intensely cold and struggling to breathe.
It's becoming harder to hide what's underneath
It becomes challenging to hide what's beneath the surface.
Cosmic horrors plaguing my blighted mind
The cosmic horrors persist in tormenting the speaker's troubled mind.
Predetermined disorders that I am forced to find
The speaker continues to explore predetermined disorders within.
What's left to hide inside
A reflection on what remains hidden internally.
When I'm already made to die by design
The speaker acknowledges being destined to die according to a pre-existing design.
A lifetime of horrors contorted my helpless mind
A lifetime of horrors has twisted the speaker's vulnerable mind.
Exposing disorders that I hide so deep inside
Revelation of deeply concealed disorders.
I know there's nothing left for me this time
The speaker believes there is nothing left for them this time, succumbing to self-designed failure.
I've succumbed to the failure of my own design
The speaker acknowledges surrendering to the consequences of their own design.
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