Not All Bad
Struggles of Immunity and Longing: Not All Bad
Lyrics
As I take this immunity
Contemplating the protection or immunity I possess
I'm wondering what you would do to me
Curiosity about your potential actions towards me
If you found out
The hypothetical discovery of something about me
You know that you could've walked away
A realization that you could've left unharmed
Without a scratch but you had to stay
You stayed despite the option to leave safely
With your watered down friends
Accompanied by friends who dilute your true self
So I cry myself awake
Expressing emotional distress through tears upon waking
To keep from sleeping all day
Avoiding excessive daytime sleep by crying in the morning
And I think I'm borderline
Feeling at the edge of losing control mentally
Losing my mind
Sensing a potential mental breakdown
You wrote my name with an underscore
Your action emphasizing my identity as insignificant
It made me realize what I'm good for
Realization of one's worth based on a treatment
And it's not all bad
Recognizing that situations aren't entirely negative
Before the laughter had just begun
A moment before joy or happiness emerged
Around a table with everyone
A social gathering with optimism but skepticism
Is too good to be true
Doubting the authenticity of a pleasant situation
I follow lines that never end just to reach you again
Persisting in pursuit, despite never-ending challenges
I get tired and then I break down
Exhaustion leading to emotional breakdown
So I will rest and in the daybreak I will find you and be
Seeking solace in rest, hoping for reconciliation
Forever your friend again
Aiming to restore friendship indefinitely
So I cry myself awake
Repeated expression of emotional distress through tears
To keep from sleeping all day
Using tears to prevent excessive daytime sleep
And I think I'm borderline
Feeling on the brink of losing mental stability
Losing my mind
Suspecting an impending mental breakdown
So I cry myself awake
Repeated expression of emotional distress through tears
To keep from sleeping all day
Using tears to prevent excessive daytime sleep
And I think I'm borderline
Feeling on the brink of losing mental stability
Losing my mind
Suspecting an impending mental breakdown
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