I Never Came Out
Unveiling Hidden Truths: Embracing Identity and Love
Lyrics
Oh boys in tight blue jeans are driving me crazy
Expresses attraction towards males wearing tight blue jeans.
Boys in tight blue jeans with legs that go for days
Continues admiration for men in tight blue jeans with long legs.
Boys in tight in blue jeans are driving me wild
Reiterates the effect of men in tight blue jeans on the speaker's emotions.
With their poise and impeccable style
Highlights the allure of these men due to their confidence and fashion.
I never came out
States the speaker did not openly declare their sexual orientation.
I never told my friends about the boys I kissed and could not resist
Admits to not sharing with friends about romantic encounters with men.
I never came out
Reiterates the speaker's lack of coming out openly.
I know my daddy had some doubts- when I said I'm straight
Suggests the speaker's father might have had suspicions about their sexuality.
With makeup on my face
Implies the speaker experimented with makeup, challenging traditional gender norms.
I didn't have language for the way I felt
Expresses a lack of vocabulary to describe the speaker's emotions accurately.
Been taught since I was born to other everybody else
Indicates societal pressure to conform to norms that differ from the speaker's feelings.
And If I was one of me,
Suggests a conflict between the speaker's identity and societal expectations.
I could not be one of them
Expresses an inability to conform to societal standards due to the speaker's identity.
Rainbow loving boys who chose to live in sin
Refers to individuals who openly embrace non-conforming sexual orientations.
I'm not saying all of this because I'm proud
Clarifies that the speaker is not expressing pride in their situation.
I never came out
Reiterates the lack of coming out openly about the speaker's sexual orientation.
I never came out
Repeats the speaker's failure to openly declare their sexual orientation.
I only told my brother how I'd spent the night in bed with pretty men
Shares a limited disclosure to the speaker's brother about romantic experiences.
I never came out
Reiterates the speaker's failure to openly come out about their romantic relationships.
I fell in love before I ever found the words to say
Describes falling in love before finding the words to express it.
I'm not straight or gay
Rejects conventional labels of sexual orientation (straight or gay).
I don't know that it matters to anybody else
Expresses uncertainty about the significance of the speaker's sexual orientation to others.
But I think it's important to embrace the fullness of yourself
Stresses the importance of accepting one's complete identity.
And I am learning all the ways I let misogyny
Reflects on how societal misogyny suppressed the speaker's feminine aspects.
Suppress all of the feminine inside of me
Highlights the impact of societal pressures on suppressing femininity within the speaker.
It's pretty sad, but all of that feminine energy is still inside of me
Expresses regret for repressing feminine traits due to societal influences.
I never came out
Reiterates the lack of openly coming out about the speaker's sexuality.
I didn't think that it mattered now that I was married & settled down
States the speaker's belief that their marital and settled status negates the importance of coming out.
I never came out
Reiterates the speaker's failure to openly declare their sexual orientation.
Until I found sexuality isn't just who you kiss: it's part of your identity
Defines sexuality as a crucial component of personal identity beyond mere physical intimacy.
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