Lyrics
I ask myself if i'm a girl or a guy
Expressing internal questioning and uncertainty about gender identity.
I'm so confused inside my head and i do it all the time
Conveying ongoing confusion and inner turmoil.
I fucking hate you and your friends plz get out of my mind
Expressing frustration and a desire for intrusive thoughts to cease.
My locals wouldn't understand so i keep quiet all the time
Keeping silent about personal struggles with gender identity due to fear of misunderstanding.
Am i girl? am i guy? i just don't know what sometimes
Continuing uncertainty about gender identity and self-reflection.
Maybe neither, or maybe i'm gay, i just don't know what to say
Considering the possibility of not conforming to traditional gender norms or expressing a different sexual orientation.
Am i straight? or am i bi? i really wonder sometimes
Questioning sexual orientation and expressing curiosity about it.
And i'm scared of what people think and i get sad all the time
Feeling anxious about societal judgments and experiencing persistent sadness.
I should've never trusted you in the first place
Expressing regret for trusting someone and feeling betrayed.
I'd never thought that u would lie straight to my face
Feeling shocked and hurt by someone's dishonesty.
I was stupid, i was wrong, i feel dumb, i need some space
Acknowledging personal mistakes, feeling foolish, and expressing a need for emotional distance.
My future's bright, i'm alright, looking forward i cant wait
Optimistically looking forward to the future despite past hardships.
And god i love my friends, even if they piss me off
Expressing love and appreciation for genuine friends.
And i'm tired of my fake friends, i guess ill just cut them off
Expressing frustration with insincere friends and contemplating cutting ties with them.
And i get hurt way too fast, maybe its cause i'm way too soft
Acknowledging vulnerability and sensitivity to emotional pain.
I'm getting attached, i cannot feel, i gotta get away at all cost
Describing a need to detach from emotional attachments for self-preservation.
Am i girl? am i guy? i just don't know what sometimes
Repeating the theme of gender identity uncertainty and self-reflection.
Maybe neither, or maybe i'm gay, i just don't know what to say
Reiterating the possibility of not conforming to traditional gender norms or expressing a different sexual orientation.
Am i straight? or am i bi? i really wonder sometimes
Repeating the theme of questioning sexual orientation and expressing curiosity about it.
And i'm scared of what people think and i get sad all the time
Reiterating anxiety about societal judgments and persistent sadness.
Comment