Lyrics
So deep in my thoughts
Reflecting on profound thoughts
No sleep so I caught
Lack of sleep has caught up
Demons dancing around
Battling inner demons
They want me in a box
Feeling pressured or trapped
Where I wont make a sound
A desire for silence and isolation
And I cant even talk
Unable to express oneself
Why I always got a frown
Consistently feeling unhappy
Slumped over when he walks
Physically and emotionally defeated
Don't know what my purpose is
Searching for life's purpose
Tryna find my purpose it
Actively seeking a sense of purpose
Runs me off a cursive cliff
Metaphorically facing challenges
That's why I will curve a bitch
Choosing to avoid negative relationships
Don't pop pills when im nervous shit
Resisting unhealthy coping mechanisms
Moving up hill I'm determined its
Determined to overcome obstacles
Only as big as the brain let it be
Emphasizing the power of the mind
Smoking a cig while I'm bumping lil peep
Engaging in self-destructive habits
You know I'm live when i ride on a beat
Expressing vitality through music
Ill catch a vibe then catch 'em all clean
Adapting to different moods
Switch up the flow
Changing the style of expression
More often then most
Frequently altering approaches to life
I gotta go
Feeling a need to depart
Go
Emphasizing urgency
Whoa
Expressing surprise or awe
Sad kids
Referring to individuals with emotional struggles
Sad kids
Repetition for emphasis
Sad kid take some gummies
Suggesting a remedy for emotional pain
That'll help you feel
Using gummies as a coping mechanism
Help you with the trouble
Seeking relief from troubles
Make it not feel real
Attempting to escape reality
What's his deal
Questioning someone's emotional state
What's the look up on his face
Observing a puzzled or distressed look
Got the hookah at my place
Describing a casual setting with a hookah
I could scoop you up 'round eight
Offering companionship
Let me know and i'll
Expressing readiness to visit
Stop by at your house
Indicating a visit to someone's home
Waiting by for you bae
Awaited presence of a significant other
Sit alone on your couch
Being alone and introspective
Getting high on them days
Using substances to cope with loneliness
I don't hear from that mouth
Lack of communication or connection
I'll be fine and i'll wait
Remaining patient in solitude
I'll be here but without
Being present but emotionally distant
You so there's no sun
Experiencing darkness in the absence of a loved one
I'm always alone
Constantly feeling isolated
I cannot do this
Expressing inability to endure the situation
No place to call home
Lacking a sense of belonging
I went back to you
Returning to a source of pain or fear
And you showed me fear
Facing fear in a returned relationship
I went back to you
Repeating the cycle of returning to pain
There's no home right here
Realizing the absence of a true home
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