Sad I Love You
Sorrowful Liberation: Unraveling the Painful Dance of Love and Addiction
Lyrics
I was his heroin
I was a source of comfort or escape for him like heroin.
and he was
He, in turn, was essential to her, like a needle is to a drug user.
my needle
Expressing the close emotional connection between them.
Always held you close to my heart
Signifying emotional attachment, keeping him close to her heart.
Knowing I fall apart
Acknowledging the vulnerability and potential for emotional breakdown.
Always left me in the dark
Feeling left in the dark, emotionally uncertain or abandoned.
Saving myself from you is an art
Describing the difficulty of protecting oneself emotionally from the person.
I'm sad I love you
Expressing the conflicting emotions of sadness and love.
Sad I gave my heart
Regret for giving her heart to someone.
To you
Reiterating the act of giving her heart to him.
I'm sad I love you
Repetition of the conflicting emotions, emphasizing the sadness in love.
Sad I gave my heart
Repeating the regret for giving her heart, specifically to abuse.
To abuse
Highlighting the toxic nature of the relationship, where abuse is present.
Always longed for your touch
Expressing a desire for physical closeness and affection.
The only way I felt love
Stating that the only way she felt loved was through physical touch.
Always more in love with your drugs
Acknowledging a stronger connection to his vices (drugs) than to her.
I was never enough
Feeling inadequate or not sufficient for his needs.
See I always hoped that you'd fall
Hoping for his downfall, realizing he lacks depth.
But I discovered you don't have depth at all
Discovering his lack of substance or meaningful qualities.
Through all of the chaos and the pain I chose you
Choosing him despite chaos and pain, emphasizing emotional investment.
And after everything you did to me
Reflecting on everything he did and the impact on her emotions.
I couldn't help but to feel
Despite the mistreatment, she couldn't help but feel sadness.
SAD
Summing up the emotional state with the word 'SAD.'
I love you
Repeating the conflicting emotions, focusing on the love despite sadness.
Sad I gave my heart
Reiterating the regret for giving her heart, specifically to him.
To you
Repeating the act of giving her heart to him.
SAD
Repeating the emotional state, expressing sadness despite love.
I love you
Repeating the regret for giving her heart, specifically to abuse.
Sad I gave my heart
Reiterating the toxic nature of the relationship, where abuse is present.
To abuse
Highlighting the regret for giving her heart to someone abusive.
I'm sad that I loved you
Expressing the ongoing sadness related to past love.
Trauma after trauma
Acknowledging a history of trauma but emphasizing personal growth.
Yet I grew stronger
Despite enduring trauma, she became stronger.
Know better now
Reflecting on the gained wisdom and avoiding returning to the relationship.
than to fall back to your arms
Committing to not returning to the person's embrace despite challenges.
(yeah)
A short affirmation of independence or self-resilience.
Now I know better
Reiterating the understanding of what is better for her.
Kill you with a dagger
Metaphorically expressing the desire to eliminate him from her life.
Erase you from my mind
Expressing a strong desire to erase him from her thoughts permanently.
For fucking ever
Concluding with a strong declaration of ending the connection forever.
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