Bite the Bullet
Bite the Bullet: Embracing Heartbreak and Resilience in Love
Lyrics
I wait by the phone for you
I'm anticipating your call, eagerly waiting.
As if I'm paid by the hour
I act as though my time is measured and valued, like I'm being paid for waiting.
I think I've grown cold towards you
I've become emotionally distant or indifferent towards you.
So cold I'll wither away with the flowers
I've grown so emotionally distant that I feel as though I'm wilting away.
I think I've made up my mind
I've come to a decision.
I can't take another shot
I can't handle another emotional blow.
You pull the trigger another time
You continue to hurt me.
So I bite the bullet
So, I endure the pain or hardship without complaint.
I wake up alone Again
I consistently wake up without your presence.
I raise the blinds and I clean
I attend to my surroundings and clean up.
The bottles on the floor
I address the aftermath of my emotional outburst from the previous night.
That i threw against the wall in the middle of the night
Reflecting on a moment of intense emotion, possibly involving anger.
I think I've made up my mind
I've made a firm decision.
I can't take another shot
I cannot endure more pain or emotional distress.
You pull the trigger another time
You continue to hurt me repeatedly.
So i bite the bullet
So, I endure the pain or hardship without complaint once more.
You can't hear me cry on the other side of that screen
My emotional pain is not visible to you, even though we're connected through technology.
Even if you could what good would it do for me
Even if you could see my pain, it wouldn't benefit me in any way.
And I didn't wanna write it down in these words
I hesitated to express my feelings because I didn't want to acknowledge how much I'm suffering.
Cause I didn't wanna admit how much I am hurting
I resisted admitting the depth of my emotional pain.
Oh what have I got now
I'm questioning what I have left now, emotionally or materially.
Oh what have I got
I'm questioning what remains.
So I'll wait by the phone
I continue to wait for your call.
For you
I maintain hope and anticipation for your communication.
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