Sad Hours
Emotional Rollercoaster: Navigating Life's Turbulence
Lyrics
Insane that's how I'll be feeling these days
Feeling insane in the current situation.
Gotta keep going, gotta keep grinding, gotta keep flowing til the end of the days
Determined to keep going, grinding, and flowing despite challenges.
Gotta keep rolling these days
Emphasizing the need to keep moving forward.
I got a little smoke in my brain, got smoke in my lungs got smoke in my veins, nobody stays everybody fades, huh
Reference to substance use and the transient nature of relationships.
I know a lot of you feel that, I gave a lot of love but they never give back ain't that a true Fact huh, little did you know your words had an impact
Expressing disappointment in unreciprocated love, highlighting the impact of words.
Please with the same energy keep that talking with all the self-confidence you lack
Encouraging consistent communication with confidence.
Let down my walls so you could attack now that it's you I gotta subtract
Opening up to someone who later becomes a negative influence.
They been crafting these games I see right through their plays
Seeing through manipulative actions in relationships.
Never give the time to be apart of your days
Not investing time in people who don't reciprocate.
Maybe it's time we go our separate ways
Suggesting a need for separation.
Always been blinded by your gaze
Being blinded by someone's influence.
I won't be another one trapped in your maze
Resisting being trapped in a complicated situation.
Been going on more drives stacking up the k's
Engaging in activities to cope with challenges.
I know what I'm going though is just a phase but the realest shit shows you who's fake and who stays, yeah
Recognizing that difficult times reveal true friends.
Just know this is not a roast, just how I feel
Clarifying that the expression is not a personal attack.
Writing my raps on my phone
Using writing as a therapeutic outlet.
That's one of the ways I deal
Previously hesitant to express emotions.
Was too scared to let out how I feel
Overcoming fear and deciding to open up.
But fuck it man I gotta let it spill
Addressing those who can relate to the artist's feelings.
This is for the people who know how I feel
Emphasizing the need for authenticity.
I can't hide no more man I gotta keep it real
Acknowledging the decision to be genuine.
People might not be feeling this as much as some do
Acknowledging that not everyone may resonate with the expression.
That's ok it's not aimed at you
Making it clear that the message is not directed at everyone.
I can never be someone I'm not
Staying true to oneself.
And the fear of letting this rap out but I gotta so I can grow I've been through hell and back was afraid I'd be stuck below
Facing fears and expressing personal growth.
Just goes to show I'm bigger person to overcome my foe They see what I got cause I'm winning now
Experiencing success and positive changes.
Just got a new crib with the homies now, woah
Celebrating achievements like getting a new home.
I put in work for this
Highlighting hard work and dedication.
Never had luxury, mama crying we in bankruptcy as a kid
Recalling past financial struggles.
Come from a broken home, street life was all I knew
Reflecting on a challenging upbringing.
Now they hit me up out of the blue asking me to come through
Noting changes in relationships after success.
Funny how when I was down I never saw you
Commenting on the absence of support during difficult times.
Grew up in 3175
Referencing a specific location (3175).
How the hell am I alive
Expressing surprise at surviving challenges.
Grew up in the part with junkies on the side
Describing a challenging neighborhood.
Thinking to myself this is how I die
Contemplating the possibility of a tragic end.
If I die tomorrow will they remember me?
Questioning one's legacy and impact.
I'm taking shots from all my enemies
Facing opposition and criticism.
Anne Marie, I really hope that you are proud of me
Expressing a desire for approval from a specific person.
You didn't get to see me grow but maybe it's a good thing I'm happy you didn't see the other side of me
Grateful that a loved one didn't witness a darker side.
A better man Nana I'm trying to be
Aspiring to be a better person for a family member.
Just can't seem to break from this pain working at my job just adds to my stain
Struggling with pain and challenges in daily life.
World of fakes claiming they feel the same
Commenting on the prevalence of fake individuals.
Friends only friends for personal gain
Highlighting opportunistic friendships.
My brain is hurting I need someone to explain
Expressing mental distress and a need for understanding.
Yeah, I just need someone to explain
Reiterating the need for someone to explain.
Yeah, why I be going through all this pain, yeah
Expressing frustration with ongoing pain.
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