Lyrics
Encased in my skull I feel my mind slip
Feeling a mental decline, as if thoughts are confined within the skull.
And I can't find a reason for crawling out of it
Struggling to find motivation or purpose to overcome challenges.
It's cozy in here despite the lack of air
Despite difficulties, finding comfort in the familiar, even if suffocating.
And though this place seems dark
Acknowledging the darkness of the present situation.
I find some comfort here
Finding solace in the current state, regardless of its challenges.
Dark clouds from my past have followed me to my present
Past struggles and negative experiences persist in the present.
I can take back my throne
Contemplating whether to reclaim control or submit to external influences.
Or kiss their ring like a peasant
The choice between asserting independence or bowing to authority.
I can't find a way out
Feeling trapped, unable to find an escape from the current situation.
The silence makes me deaf
The overwhelming silence intensifies the feeling of isolation.
The words I speak aren't hard to hear
Communicating verbally, but the true emotions remain elusive.
But don't translate to how I feel
Discrepancy between spoken words and genuine feelings.
Still these spirits haunt my soul
Lingering emotional disturbances and unresolved issues haunting the soul.
And they constantly haunt me
The persistence of haunting spirits, causing ongoing distress.
Picking, eating me alive
Metaphorical consumption and destruction by inner turmoil.
Trapped by my own frail state of mind
Feeling imprisoned by one's own vulnerable state of mind.
I know that there must be a way
Awareness of the possibility of finding a way out.
But part of me just wants to stay
Internal conflict between the desire to change and the comfort of inertia.
Despicable complacency
Accepting and embracing a despicable state of complacency.
The words I speak aren't hard to hear
Reiteration of the disparity between spoken words and true emotions.
But don't translate to how I feel
Continued haunting by unresolved spirits affecting emotions.
Still these spirits haunt my soul
Embracing change and breaking free from imposed expectations.
I'll break the mold you set for me
Commitment to defy societal molds and expectations.
The memories consume me constantly
Being overwhelmed by persistent memories and their impact.
Give me a reason to
Seeking a reason or motivation to move forward.
My conscious told unholy ghosts
The conscience communicating with lingering negative influences.
Won't let my past dictate my future
Rejecting the influence of the past on determining the future.
Won't let my consciousness limit my path
Refusing to let consciousness limit potential paths forward.
The words I speak aren't hard to hear
Reiteration of the disparity between spoken words and true emotions.
But don't translate to how I feel
Continued haunting by unresolved spirits affecting emotions.
Still these spirits haunt my soul
Enduring the persistent influence of haunting inner turmoil.
I'll break the mold you set for me
Persistently breaking away from societal expectations and molds.
The memories consume me constantly
Continual impact of memories, posing a constant challenge.
Give me a reason to
Seeking a reason or motivation to move forward.
My conscious told unholy ghosts
Consciousness rejecting the influence of lingering negative forces.
Unholy Ghosts
Summarizing the persistent presence of inner turmoil and negative influences.
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