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My mind keeps racing I'm going down hill
Feeling mentally overwhelmed and deteriorating
Get rid of the light and the right for real
Desire to remove positivity and authenticity
Seen the dark turned grey and the night was still
Experienced a transition from darkness to a subdued state in the night
Eyes getting red by the time I'm ill
Eyes becoming red due to illness or stress
I don't wanna be dark in a world that's grey
Unwillingness to adopt negativity in a world lacking vibrancy
Im tryna rap with all of my pain
Expressing emotions and pain through rap
This and relapse with my name
Referencing recurring setbacks and struggles
I kill a fight when things get harder to maintain
Difficulty in maintaining a fight or struggle
Waiting for them better days so patiently
Anticipating better days with patience
Every now and then I get a little buzz occasionally
Occasional relief or distraction from reality
Thinking who I was before my happiness went vacancy
Reflecting on a past self before losing happiness
Mistakenly People would take me for a fake mc
Being misunderstood or misjudged by others
I just want all of us to realize something
Desire for collective realization
Crazy or not we all a little broken
Everyone has some internal struggles
But all of us together makes it not hopeless
Unity in facing challenges
Dear mental health you have our condolence
Acknowledging mental health struggles
I was really lost about to lose focus
Feeling lost and losing focus
Until I get on a track to release my emotions
Using music as an outlet for emotions
Got to make an effort to capture these moments
Recognizing the importance of capturing moments
We gotta be strong to see which doors open
Strength needed to explore new opportunities
My mind keeps racing I'm going down hill
Reiteration of mental distress and decline
Get rid of the light and the right for real
Reinforcing the desire to eliminate positivity and authenticity
Seen the dark turned grey and the night was still
Similar to line 3: transitioning from darkness to a subdued state in the night
Eyes getting red on my mind by the time I'm I'll
Repetition of eyes turning red due to stress or illness
Lately it seems like I got no motivation. Everything I do I proceed with hesitation
Loss of drive or enthusiasm, causing hesitation
Got a lot on my mind you just gotta be patient
Having a lot on one's mind, requiring patience from others
Life really a game you just gotta know how to play it
Viewing life as a game that needs strategy
Do you get a choice if you're tired of playing
Questioning the choice to continue playing the game of life
What if this is the last time you gon' tell me what I'm saying
Resisting external influence or criticism
Me and y'all haters know this s**t is never changing
Perception of unchanging negativity from some
I ain't even signing if the list is forever waiting
Unwillingness to engage if kept waiting indefinitely
This life that I'm living
Reference to the current life being lived
I'ma pass it to the ceiling
Passing the burden or emotions to the limit
It ain't no telling what I'm feeling
Uncertainty in emotions or thoughts
It's a sound that I'm building
Creating a meaningful sound or message
There's too many that I'm healing
Helping many in the process of healing
Is it the beginning of the end or the end that's beginning
Questioning the state of affairs, possibly the beginning of the end
Since beginning of the end cuz theres no end to winning
Optimism despite uncertainty, aiming for continuous success
Let me bring you back to the beginning
Returning to the origin or initial point
This song has been sung but the music will be spinning like
Indicating the perpetuation of the music even after the song ends
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