Lyrics
I woke up with the morning blues,
I woke up feeling melancholic or sad.
And told myself everything I wanted to do,
Set goals for myself but felt they were unattainable.
Was out of reach and not worth my time.
Believed my aspirations were unreachable and not worth pursuing.
My self esteem had hit the floor,
My confidence was extremely low.
The best of me walked out without a word or more,
The best parts of me left without explanation.
I'm all at sea and not worth your time.
Feeling lost and not deserving of others' time or attention.
Wipe the sleep from out my eyes
Getting ready to face the day.
It's time for me to realise,
Realizing the need for self-awareness.
If you've little faith in who you are and what you believe in,
Emphasizing the importance of self-confidence and belief.
Life won't make it easy, you'll be stuck with this feeling.
Life will be challenging without self-confidence.
Self loathing, anxiety,
Experiencing self-hate and anxiety.
A weight I bare inside of me,
Bearing a heavy burden within myself.
The man this world has made of me.
Reflecting on the person shaped by the world.
The pouring rain hangs off my chin,
Describing a gloomy, rainy day.
The wind blew down this house of cards I'm living in,
External factors causing the collapse of one's fragile existence.
I'm all at sea and don't have much time.
Feeling adrift and running out of time.
Just when you think you've found the piece that can pull this all together,
Highlighting the fragility of happiness, prone to turning bitter.
Watch my happiness grow into something cold and bitter.
Personal happiness transforming into something negative.
Brought on by my own obsessive, compulsive need to better myself,
Attributing negative feelings to a compulsive need for self-improvement.
No regard for my own health.
Neglecting personal well-being in the pursuit of improvement.
Can't find a reason why
Expressing inability to find a reason for perpetual dissatisfaction.
I can never be, I can never be alright,
Struggling to be okay and feeling consistently troubled.
For more than one day,
Difficulty in maintaining a positive state for an extended period.
But something tells me,
A sense that resolving issues depends on individual effort.
It's down to me myself and I.
Recognizing that personal actions play a significant role in well-being.
I'm my own worst enemy.
Acknowledging oneself as a significant obstacle to personal happiness.
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