Lyrics
I'm just tryna do my purpose, tryna scratch the surface
I'm striving to fulfill my purpose, attempting to understand it superficially
But you stress me out like peach, I don't know if it's worth it
Your actions stress me out like dealing with Princess Peach in a video game; questioning if it's worthwhile
I'm seeing' stars I feel like Mario you did me dirty
Feeling betrayed, comparing the emotional turmoil to seeing stars in a Mario game
I wanna Panamera Porsche all white when I be swervin'
Desiring success symbolized by a white Panamera Porsche while navigating life
I wanna say what's on my mind sometimes, but I be nervous
Expressing hesitation to speak openly due to nervousness
I pour my soul into the track even though I don't be cursin'
Pouring deep emotions into music without using explicit language
There go the opps right over there watch out them boys be lurkin'
Being cautious of potential threats (opps) lurking nearby
I gotta messed up past I wish I could go back and curve it
Regretting a troubled past, wishing for a chance to change it
And she say I'm so conceited but nah don't believe it
Addressing misconceptions about being conceited, denying the belief
Just cause I got some goals n got balls ta go achieve em
Defending ambition and determination to achieve goals despite criticism
Don't be hatin' on me wishing on my downfall
Warning against envy and negative wishes during personal growth
I got enough demons tryna curse me, don't need that from y'all
Facing internal struggles, not needing additional negativity from others
I just wanna ball ever since "That's how I beat Shaq" dawg
Expressing a desire for success, using a basketball reference ("That's how I beat Shaq")
I just wanna hold your hand sometimes I don't know what's wrong
Expressing a longing for emotional connection and confusion about feelings
This pain I got inside my chest it can't be felt by yall
Conveying deep emotional pain that others may not understand
It can't be felt by yall
Emphasizing the intensity of internal pain that others cannot comprehend
It can't be felt by yall
-They wanna see the rain
Highlighting the desire for others to witness and understand personal struggles
They wanna see the strains
Expressing the expectation for others to see the challenges and difficulties faced
That I had left on my soul that had me act all this way
Reflecting on the scars on the soul that influence behavior
Don't wanna waste my time talkin' bout you gon' hit me up today
Not wanting to waste time on unfulfilled promises of communication
They wanna throw my life away
Feeling disposable, as if others want to discard one's life
Like I'm just some kind of thing
Rejecting the notion of being treated as an object
If you wanna go hard tryna be some then you gotta sacrifice ta be one
Emphasizing the need for sacrifice to achieve greatness
Ain't never cool just second, tryna be first
Rejecting the idea of being content with mediocrity, always aiming for the top
Tried ta be a baller, then I got hurt
Reflecting on past failures and injuries while trying to succeed in sports
Now I murder beats and I put em on a shirt
Transforming setbacks into creative success, putting them on display
Came from the side then I pull up n I Kirk
Overcoming challenges, referencing success like NBA player Dirk Nowitzki
Came from the side then I pull up and I Kirk n I wet that jumper like my name Dirk
Continuing to overcome obstacles and excel, maintaining a competitive spirit
Bubblegum, Bubblegum
Introducing a playful element, possibly a metaphor for the unpredictable nature of life
Know I am so troublesome
Asserting a troublesome nature or personality
Shawty say she love me but she hate me cause I'm not the one
Acknowledging a complex relationship where love is accompanied by hate
Told you girl I'm not the one
Reiterating the rejection of being someone the girl desires
I told you girl I'm focused, yuh
Stating a focus on personal goals and determination
Told you you can't control me ima rebel you can't tell me nun
Defiantly asserting independence and resistance to control
Only gotta appetite for chips I gotta get me some
Expressing a singular focus on personal gains, possibly financial success
Know I gotta get me some before they run out, I'm done
Highlighting the urgency to achieve personal goals before opportunities run out
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