Unstable
Navigating Turbulence: Unraveling the Depths of Emotional Struggle
Lyrics
We're not the only ones who have it right
We are not the only ones who understand it correctly.
I sat at the altar once
I have experienced a significant moment of reflection or prayer.
And left it twice
I have abandoned that moment of reflection or prayer on two occasions.
I've been given a reason
I've found a reason to continue living for at least one more night.
To live just one more night
Despite finding a reason, I am emotionally unstable.
But I'm unstable
Reiterating emotional instability.
I fell in love with a vision
I fell in love with a dream or ideal, envisioning serenity at sea.
Of falling asleep at sea
The vastness of the ocean fails to distract me from my internal struggles.
But not even the ocean
Despite external distractions, my inner needs persist.
Distracts me from my needs
Giving up seems like the easiest way out of the internal battle.
Giving up is the easiest way out of the fight
Reaffirming that surrendering is the simplest path, but still struggling with instability.
But I'm unstable
Emphasizing emotional instability once again.
What can I give
Expressing a desire to contribute or offer something to cleanse one's soul.
What can I give to clean my soul
Pondering the next steps when feeling out of control.
What happens next
Reflecting on the struggle to manage multiple emotions simultaneously.
When I'm out of control
Highlighting the difficulty of handling emotions.
I get another emotion
Experiencing another intense emotion while struggling to cope with the current one.
But barely can carry one
Expressing difficulty in managing emotions, suggesting emotional overload.
Never built up the mental muscle
Admitting to a lack of emotional resilience or coping skills.
Or worked my lungs
Not having developed the mental strength or respiratory capacity to endure challenges.
Maybe someday I'll ask how to start
Expressing a potential desire to seek guidance on starting anew when emotionally paralyzed.
When your heart is stunned
Reflecting on the difficulty of initiating a new beginning when the heart is in shock.
But I'm unstable
Reiterating emotional instability once again.
What can I give
Expressing a desire to contribute or offer something to cleanse one's soul (repeated).
What can I give to clean my soul
Pondering the next steps when feeling out of control (repeated).
What happens next
Reflecting on the struggle to manage multiple emotions simultaneously (repeated).
When I'm out of control
Highlighting the difficulty of handling emotions (repeated).
Fear's
Introduction to the theme of fear.
The only reason why
Fear is the primary reason for the struggle for survival.
I struggle to survive
It is the lack of truth or authenticity that hinders the ability to survive.
It's truthlessness that blinds
Identifying the deceitfulness that blinds and draws away from the light (truth).
And pulls me from the light
Repeating the impact of falsehood on survival and enlightenment.
The only reason why
Reiteration of fear as the primary obstacle to survival.
I struggle to survive
Reaffirming the role of falsehood in the struggle for survival.
It's truthlessness that blinds
Repetition of the idea that deceitfulness obstructs survival and enlightenment.
And pulls me from the light
Reiterating the impact of falsehood on survival and enlightenment.
Fear's
Reintroduction of the theme of fear.
The only reason why
Fear continues to be the main reason for the struggle for survival.
I struggle to survive
Restating the idea that falsehood is a significant hindrance to survival.
It's truthlessness that blinds
Reiterating the impact of falsehood on survival and enlightenment.
And pulls me from the light
Final repetition of the theme, emphasizing the influence of falsehood on survival and enlightenment.
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