Help Me
Navigating Inner Turmoil: Aiden Myers' Cry for Help
Lyrics
I've been in my own head lately
The speaker has been preoccupied with their thoughts and emotions recently.
Pacing back and forth between the good the bad the safe
Feeling torn between different aspects of life—good, bad, and safe—perhaps struggling with decisions.
Cuz i got a fear of failing
Expressing a fear of failure, which is causing distress.
Scared i might go insane
Worried about losing control of their mental state and becoming unstable.
Fuck i got a migraine
Experiencing a severe headache, possibly due to stress or inner turmoil.
But i'm trying my best to be ok ok
Despite difficulties, trying their best to appear fine or cope.
Then im telling myself that theres no way no way
Convincing themselves that things will not improve, feeling stuck.
Keep telling myself that theres no way no way
Continuously reiterating the belief that there's no solution or improvement.
I chainsmoke till im black in the lungs
Using smoking excessively, damaging their health, as a coping mechanism.
But that don't help me
Realizing that the destructive behavior of chain smoking doesn't assist them.
That don't help me
Reiterating that smoking doesn't contribute positively to their situation.
And i cling to a bottle cuz its keeping me numb
Dependence on alcohol to numb emotional pain but recognizing its inefficacy.
But that dont help me
Acknowledging that alcohol doesn't alleviate their distress.
Can Someone help me
Desperately seeking external assistance as they feel unable to help themselves.
Cause i cant help me
Feeling incapable of self-improvement or self-assistance.
Trying to find a remedy remedy
Looking for a solution or cure to suppress their feelings of anxiety.
To drown out my anxiety
Desiring something that can liberate them from their anxiety.
Something that can set me free
Expressing a strong dislike or frustration with this aspect of themselves.
I hate this part of me
No specific content provided in this line.
Tempted by my vices i just need advice on how to deal
Feeling tempted by their vices (smoking, drinking) and seeking guidance on managing them.
with life so hectic
Struggling to cope with a very chaotic or demanding life.
used to be the best at dealing with the set backs
Previously adept at handling setbacks but now feeling overwhelmed by life's challenges.
Now i’m just plain out desperate
Feeling extremely desperate in their current situation.
But i'm trying my best to be ok ok
Similar to line 7, trying to maintain a facade of being okay despite internal struggles.
Then im telling myself that theres no way no way
Reaffirming the belief that there's no hope for improvement.
Keep telling myself that theres no way no way
Continuously convincing themselves that things won't get better.
I chainsmoke till im black in the lungs
Repetition of the harmful behavior of chain smoking.
But that dont help me
Reiterating that smoking doesn't aid their situation.
That dont help me
Confirming that smoking isn't a solution to their problems.
And iI cling to a bottle
Reliance on alcohol to escape emotions despite its ineffectiveness.
Cause it keeping me numb
Using alcohol as a means to remain emotionally numb.
But that don't help me
Recognizing that alcohol doesn't alleviate their pain.
Can Someone help me
Pleading for someone to assist as they're unable to help themselves.
Cause i cant help me
Feeling incapable of self-improvement or self-recovery.
Im trying to find a remedy remedy
Seeking a solution to suppress their feelings of anxiety.
To drown out my anxiety anxiety
Desiring a remedy to alleviate their overwhelming anxiety.
I hate this part of me
Reiterating the strong dislike or frustration with this part of themselves.
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