Lyrics
I've been getting high everyday so I numb the pain
I use substances regularly to escape emotional pain.
Overthinking shit, trapped in my damn brain
I'm caught up in overthinking and feeling trapped in my own thoughts.
Fuck living in hell, I wanna run away
I want to escape my difficult life and find a better place.
But ain't nowhere to stay, slowly dying, I don't think that I'm okay
Despite wanting to escape, I have no stable place to go, and I feel like I'm slowly deteriorating.
It's a warzone inside my head
My mind is a chaotic and distressing place.
Demons always talking, blocking out what I said
Negative thoughts and influences are overpowering my attempts to communicate.
I been off the OG, purp & the meds
I'm using various substances like marijuana and prescription drugs.
Mind moving in slow mo, I feel like I'm dead
My mind is functioning sluggishly, and I feel emotionally numb.
Demons in line, standing one by one
Negative thoughts and influences are lining up one after another.
They ain't gone stop till the damage is done
The negative forces won't cease until the damage is irreversible.
I feel like I'm staring down the barrel of a gun
I feel like I'm facing a serious threat or challenge.
Pondering, too much rain, I can barely see the sun
Experiencing a lot of difficulties, making it hard to see a positive future.
Spaced out my goddamn mind, who the fuck said pain gone heal over time?
I'm mentally disconnected, questioning if pain will ever heal with time.
That's a goddamn lie
The idea that pain heals over time is portrayed as a lie.
Shit never gone stop
The struggles and pain will never come to an end.
Put my hand to the glock
Expressing a sense of desperation, contemplating self-harm.
Take everything away
Feeling overwhelmed, willing to lose everything.
You can see my body drop like..
An intense and dark image of self-destruction.
Bloody scene when you step in the room
An image of violence and chaos when entering my mental space.
Devil on my shoulder, telling me to die, I can tell that I'm stuck in a world full of doom
Feeling influenced by negative forces, possibly symbolized by the devil.
Thinking imma die soon
Expecting an untimely death due to life circumstances.
The mic in my hand is the person imma cry to
Using the mic as a way to express and release emotions.
Staying to myself, no I can't stand by you
Choosing to be alone and avoid involvement with others.
Nobody cares how I feel 'less it benefits them in a way
Feeling neglected unless others gain something from my emotions.
The damage is done
The irreversible harm or damage has already occurred.
Aye, aye
Repeating acknowledgment of the ongoing damage.
Till the damage is done
Continuing to acknowledge the ongoing damage.
Aye, aye
Repeating acknowledgment of the ongoing damage.
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