Lyrics
Everyday it's the same ole thing
Expressing monotony and repetition in daily life.
Wake up get fucked up again
Indicating a cycle of waking up and engaging in self-destructive behavior.
Make my endz with this fucking pen
Creating art or expressing oneself using a pen, possibly as a coping mechanism.
My girl don't believe in me she wanna quit
Facing skepticism and lack of belief from the narrator's partner.
Guess she don't believe in my fate
Pointing out a lack of faith in the narrator's destiny.
I was meant to put this ink on page
Believing in the purpose of using ink to create art.
She bump the new rappers from today
Partner enjoying contemporary music, possibly not appreciating the narrator's work.
When it come to me she won't play
Expressing a lack of support from the partner when it comes to the narrator's work.
They all the same...all the same
Generalizing that others are similar and untrustworthy.
RIP to JuiceWrld man I felt his pain
Paying homage to JuiceWrld and empathizing with his struggles.
I need a girl with an elevated brain
Desiring a partner with intelligence and depth of thought.
Not one who infatuated with the lames
Rejecting attraction to those obsessed with superficial things.
Funny they act like they down to roll
Commenting on people pretending to be loyal but abandoning the narrator.
Give em ya heart they leave you in the cold
Warning about giving one's heart away and being left heartbroken.
An illusion i was tryna hold
Describing a false perception or dream that the narrator tried to maintain.
Gave you love and you couldn't console
Offering love that the other person couldn't reciprocate or understand.
I love hard, I love hard
Reiterating the theme of loving intensely, possibly in a self-destructive manner.
I love hard, I love hard
-I love hard, I love hard
-I love hard, I love hard
-Everyday it's the same ole thing
Returning to the theme of repetitive and unfulfilling daily life.
Another fucking mission man another play
Embarking on another mission or pursuit without acknowledgment from the partner.
It's been a day not even a "hey"
Expressing dissatisfaction with the lack of communication.
And you wonder why I even feel this way
Questioning why the narrator feels a certain way due to the partner's behavior.
I just feel so lost in shame
Feeling overwhelmed by shame and a sense of being lost.
Too much love can cause you pain
Acknowledging that excessive love can lead to pain.
Especially when feelings not the same
Highlighting the difficulty when feelings are not reciprocated.
Not to say that she the one to blame
Not blaming the partner but acknowledging personal responsibility for the situation.
It's on me...it's all me
Taking full responsibility for the relationship issues.
I take on full responsibility
Reflecting on the need for self-awareness and understanding.
I shoulda seen...I shoulda seen
Regretting not recognizing the signs and issues earlier.
The writing on the walls tell everything
Realizing the consequences by observing the signs on the walls.
Apologized but won't change our fate
Apologizing but understanding that apologies may not alter the course of the relationship.
Recognized my fucked up ways
Acknowledging personal mistakes and flaws.
She did me wrong and the bitch just skate
Expressing betrayal by the partner and their decision to leave.
Passed the point for her to stay
Reaching a point where it's too late for the partner to stay in the narrator's life.
I love hard, I love hard
Repeating the theme of loving intensely, despite the challenges and heartbreak.
I love hard, I love hard
-I love hard, I love hard
-I love hard, I love hard
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