Libertine
Embracing Chaos: The Battle Within
Lyrics
I'm dyin'
I am experiencing a sense of dying or intense emotions.
For something exciting
I crave something thrilling or exhilarating.
Push me over the edge
I want to be pushed beyond my limits or comfort zone.
For the hunger, I fed
I engaged in activities to satisfy my hunger or desires.
I'm falling
I am descending or experiencing a decline.
To the life of a libertine
I am embracing a lifestyle characterized by a lack of moral restraint.
Drawn to exhaustion
I am attracted to the point of exhaustion or extreme fatigue.
I'm tryna feel nothin'
I am attempting to feel nothing, possibly as a coping mechanism.
'Cause nothin' ever feels right anymore
Nothing feels right anymore, expressing a sense of disillusionment.
'Cause I'm hurting everyone that I love and I hate it
I am causing pain to those I love, and I regret it.
I fucking hate it
An intense expression of hatred toward the situation or behavior.
Tongue tied telling everyone I'm okay but I fake it
I struggle to express my true feelings, pretending that I'm okay.
I fucking fake it
An intense expression of disapproval for the act of pretending.
'Cause nothin' ever feels right anymore
Similar to line 9, expressing ongoing dissatisfaction with life.
I'm crawlin'
I am metaphorically crawling out of a difficult or dark situation.
From the hole where I went to sleep
Refers to a state of vulnerability or a low point where sleep occurs.
But then I kept digging
I continued to worsen my situation due to fear of facing life.
Out of fear for living
Actions taken out of dread or anxiety about living.
'Cause nothing ever feels right anymore
Similar to lines 9 and 15, expressing ongoing dissatisfaction.
'Cause I'm hurting everyone that I love and I hate it
Reiteration of causing pain to loved ones and hating oneself for it.
I fucking hate it
An intensified expression of hatred for the repeated harmful behavior.
Tongue tied telling everyone I'm okay but I fake it
Struggling to communicate true feelings while presenting a false front.
I fucking fake it
An intensified expression of disapproval for the act of faking.
'Cause nothin' ever feels right anymore
Reiteration of ongoing dissatisfaction with life's experiences.
I make
I frequently make errors or poor decisions.
A lot of mistakes
I make these mistakes to pretend that everything is fine.
Just to pretend
Engaging in deceptive behavior to convey a false sense of well-being.
That I'm a-okay
Expressing a facade of being emotionally okay despite the mistakes.
I take
I endure or handle everything that I can endure or handle.
All that I can take
I bear the burden of my actions for the sake of my friends.
For my friends
Supporting or enduring difficulties for the well-being of friends.
My hideous compulsions
Acknowledging and expressing one's unattractive or undesirable tendencies.
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