Lyrics
Sometimes I feel all my doubts come rushing through my head all at once
Feeling overwhelmed as doubts flood the mind simultaneously.
I can only hear you speak I can't listen to a word that you say
Difficulty in truly hearing and comprehending spoken words, possibly due to inner turmoil.
I am trying not to be so reluctantly blue
Struggling to avoid a state of melancholy or sadness.
Hard to be someone I'm not
Finding it challenging to be authentic and true to oneself.
And I wanna go home
Expressing a desire to return to a place of comfort or familiarity.
When those thoughts arise it will come as no surprise to me then
Acknowledging the inevitability of recurring thoughts and emotions.
I'll try my best to explain what goes on inside my brain but it's not easy
Struggling to articulate and convey the complexities within one's mind.
I am trying not to be so reluctantly blue
Continued effort to avoid falling into a state of sadness or melancholy.
Hard to be someone I'm not
Challenges in maintaining authenticity and being true to oneself persist.
And I wanna go home
Expressing a longing to return to a place that feels like home.
I can never quite prepare or even be aware of my own
Difficulty in preparing for or anticipating one's own emotional reactions.
Lack of control when its rising to to surface up above
Struggling with a lack of control when intense emotions surface.
I am trying not to be so reluctantly blue
Continued effort to resist succumbing to feelings of sadness or melancholy.
Hard to be someone I'm not
Persisting challenges in staying true to oneself and maintaining authenticity.
And I wanna go home
Reiterating the desire to return to a place that feels like home.
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