All For Me
Anxious Desperation: A Journey Through Inner Turmoil
Lyrics
It's anxiety
Feeling overwhelmed by anxiety
And it's got me by a grip
Anxiety has a strong hold on the person
I shake it off
Attempting to shake off the anxiety
Try and make it's fingers slip
Trying to escape the grasp of anxiety
You see me standing here
Visible to others, but feeling disconnected or unseen
But i don't see you
Unable to perceive others or the surroundings
I wanna find a way out
Wishing to find a way out of the current situation
But i don't have a clue
Feeling clueless about how to escape or improve
Living in this life
Expressing the challenges of living
If feels like a sin
Life feels like a sinful experience
Have to have a two face
Necessity of adopting a two-faced approach to succeed
Just to win
Having to be deceptive in order to win
I can't let it
Unwilling to let anxiety control the person
Hold me down
Resisting being held down by challenges
Lost but never found
Feeling lost but determined not to be permanently defeated
Bust it
Transition in the lyrics
Desperation
Expressing a sense of desperation
To exist
The struggle to exist in challenging circumstances
It's in me and you
Shared experience of desperation in both the singer and the listener
But we won't see it through
Despite understanding, unable to overcome the challenges
Cut the lights
Suggesting a drastic measure or decision
A forever sleep
A metaphorical reference to a permanent sleep or escape
It's not what you want
Acknowledging that the situation is not ideal or desired
But this is all for me
The difficulties faced are for the benefit or survival of the individual
This is all for me
Reiteration of the personal nature of the challenges
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