Lyrics
A victim of my own predisposition
Acknowledging being affected by inherent tendencies or inclinations.
The antidote to all of my afflictions
Seeking a remedy for personal troubles or challenges.
Left high and dry in a trench I dug myself
Feeling abandoned and stranded in a self-created difficult situation.
My little slice of hell
Referring to a personal experience or situation perceived as a hellish state.
My little slice of hell
Repetition emphasizing the gravity of the described personal hell.
How can I break free?
Expressing a desire or struggle for liberation.
I'm stuck between being found and finding me
Feeling trapped between self-discovery and external recognition.
So afraid I can't escape
Experiencing fear and uncertainty about breaking free from the current situation.
In between being found and finding me
Reiteration of the internal conflict between finding oneself and being found.
Finding me
Emphasizing the importance of self-discovery.
These scars still burn despite what I have conquered
Reflecting on persistent emotional wounds despite past victories.
My urge to change is only getting stronger
Expressing an increasing desire for personal transformation.
Stagnant
Describing a state of lack of progress or development.
Despite my best intentions
Acknowledging intentions to change but facing stagnation.
When will I learn my lesson?
Questioning when the speaker will grasp the necessary lessons for growth.
I never learn my lesson
Admitting a recurring pattern of not learning from experiences.
How can I break free?
Repetition of the desire for liberation from the current predicament.
I'm stuck between being found and finding me
Reiterating the feeling of being stuck between self-discovery and external validation.
So afraid I can't escape
Expressing fear and doubt about breaking free from the current state.
In between being found and finding me
Reiteration of the internal conflict between finding oneself and being found.
Was I doomed from the start?
Questioning whether the speaker was destined for difficulties from the beginning.
Keep up the masquerade or watch it all fall apart?
Considering the choice between maintaining a facade and facing a potential collapse.
What will be the catalyst?
Pondering what might be the triggering factor for change.
A new beginning
Desiring a fresh start or a new phase in life.
The end to all of this
Anticipating an end to the current challenging situation.
The end to all of this
Repetition emphasizing the anticipation of a resolution.
How can I break free?
Repetition of the desire for liberation from the current predicament.
I'm stuck between being found and finding me
Reiterating the feeling of being stuck between self-discovery and external validation.
So afraid I can't escape
Expressing fear and doubt about breaking free from the current state.
In between being found and finding me
Reiteration of the internal conflict between finding oneself and being found.
Finding me
Emphasizing the importance of finally discovering oneself.
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