Lyrics
the sun comes up
The day begins; the sun rises.
it's been up there for a while now
Time has passed since the sun rose.
I feel numb and older
Feeling emotionally detached and aged.
I'm so tired
Experiencing fatigue.
been fighting myself for to long
In a prolonged internal struggle with oneself.
it's been a good fight
Acknowledging the internal battle has been significant.
but I still don't know
Uncertainty about the progress or success of the struggle.
if I'm winning
Questioning whether the internal conflict is being won.
I wake from these dreams and
Awakening from dreams triggers distress and shouting.
that's when I start screaming
Expressing vocal distress after waking from dreams.
and it's been like that
Consistently experiencing this distress for a long time.
since I can remember
Recalling this distressing pattern from early memories.
I just go along
Continuing with life despite the challenges.
the sun goes down
The day ends; the sun sets.
and it comes the time to medicate
Time to use medication as a coping mechanism.
sometimes it's the only way
Medication is sometimes the only way to find relief.
I can shut down
Using medication to emotionally detach or shut down.
I wake from these dreams and
Repeating the cycle of distress and shouting from dreams.
that's when I start screaming
Experiencing distress and shouting after waking from dreams.
and it's been like that
Consistently facing this distressing cycle throughout life.
since I can remember
Recalling the persistent distress from early memories.
I just go along
Continuing with life despite the recurring challenges.
this fight is your fight
Emphasizing that the internal struggle is a universal experience.
this fight is my fight
Asserting that everyone faces their own internal battles.
this fight was made for you and me
Suggesting that the struggle is inherent and shared by all.
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