Lyrics
Hold me now I need to feel relief
Expressing a need for comfort and relief.
Like I never wanted anything
Describing a desire or longing for something.
I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to
Weighing the decision to let go and searching for a purpose to hold onto.
I'm so ashamed of defeat
Feeling intense shame and disappointment in oneself due to failure.
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
No longer having reasons to believe in oneself.
I'm out of trying to get by
Giving up on efforts to cope or survive.
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
Fearing the consequences or burden of a significant gift received.
I don't belong here and I'm not well
Expressing a sense of not fitting in and experiencing poor health.
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Feeling shame for living a dishonest life.
Right on the wrong side of it all
Being on the wrong side of a situation or decision.
I can't face myself when I wake up
Unable to confront oneself in the morning, facing inner struggles.
And look inside a mirror
Feeling shame when looking at one's reflection.
I'm so ashamed of that thing
Regretting a past action or aspect of oneself.
I suppose I'll let it go
Considering letting go of the shameful aspect.
until I have something more to say for me
Waiting to have something positive to share about oneself.
I'm so afraid of defeat
Continuing to fear failure and defeat.
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
Losing reasons to believe in oneself.
I'm out of trying to defy
No longer attempting to resist or oppose challenges.
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
Fearing the consequences or burden of a significant gift received (repeated).
I don't belong here and I'm not well
Expressing a sense of not fitting in and experiencing poor health (repeated).
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Feeling shame for living a dishonest life (repeated).
Right on the wrong side of it all
Being on the wrong side of a situation or decision (repeated).
Hold me now I need to feel complete
Expressing a need for completeness and connection.
Like I matter to the one I need
Desiring to feel important to someone significant.
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
Fearing the consequences or burden of a significant gift received (repeated).
I don't belong here and I'm not well
Expressing a sense of not fitting in and experiencing poor health (repeated).
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Feeling shame for living a dishonest life (repeated).
Right on the wrong side of it all
Being on the wrong side of a situation or decision (repeated).
Now I'm ashamed of this
Currently feeling shame or regret about something specific.
I am so ashamed of this
Intensifying the feeling of shame about a particular aspect.
Now I'm so ashamed of this
Continuing to feel profound shame about the mentioned aspect.
I am so ashamed of me
Reiterating a deep sense of shame and self-disapproval.
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