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Emotional Turmoil Unveiled: Amelie Jat's Intense Journey
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Smile through my depression
Attempting to appear happy despite experiencing depression
Just to make a good impression
Presenting oneself well to create a favorable impression
Empty house, just my thoughts
Feeling isolated in an empty house with only thoughts for company
I pick apart my mental knots
Examining and unraveling complex mental issues
I saw him and i felt so sick
Feeling physically ill upon encountering someone
So i passed out throwing verbal bricks
Reacting strongly, possibly with harsh words, leading to passing out
Another invite, another cancel
Consistently canceling plans with reasons that might not seem strong
My reason's always circumstantial
Justifying cancellations with situational reasons
Screaming and crying and throwing up on the floor
Expressing intense emotional distress: screaming, crying, and vomiting
Losing and fighting and in my head it's a war
Experiencing inner conflict and hardship, feeling like a battle
And i'm so sorry i've been so MIA
Apologizing for being emotionally absent
Well, i'm just screaming and crying and throwing up on the floor
Reiterating intense emotional turmoil: screaming, crying, and vomiting
Watch the world in monochrome
Viewing the world in a bleak, colorless manner after a significant loss
'cause you left a crater in my soul
Feeling a profound emptiness and damage in the soul
I'll cut my hair, i'll change the shade
Considering drastic changes externally in response to pain
And i don't give a shit about what you say
Disregarding others' opinions or criticisms
Failing just to motivate
Struggling to find motivation, resulting in failure
So i leave my bed but i show up late
Making efforts despite being consistently late or delayed
You reach out, i'm distancing
Creating distance despite someone reaching out
And the tv's on but i'm not listening
Physically present but mentally absent, not paying attention
Screaming and crying and throwing up on the floor
Reiterating intense emotional distress: screaming, crying, and vomiting
Losing and fighting and in my head it's a war
Continued inner struggle and conflict
And i'm so sorry i've been so MIA
Apologizing again for emotional absence
Well, i'm just screaming and crying and throwing up on the floor
Repeating intense emotional turmoil: screaming, crying, and vomiting
I hate the way it goes so fast
Disliking how time passes quickly
But i'm counting down the days until the last
Counting down to a future endpoint, possibly eagerly
Hate the way things are always the same
Expressing frustration with things remaining unchanged
But then again i'm shit with change
Struggling to adapt to changes
I hate the way it goes so fast
Disliking how time passes quickly
But i'm counting down the days until the last
Anticipating an endpoint while feeling discontent with the present
Hate the way things are always the same
Expressing frustration with things remaining unchanged
But then again i'm shit with change
Struggling to adapt to changes
Screaming and crying and throwing up on the floor
Reiterating intense emotional distress: screaming, crying, and vomiting
Losing and fighting and in my head it's a war
Continued inner struggle and conflict
And i'm so sorry i've been so MIA
Apologizing yet again for emotional absence
Well, i'm just screaming and crying and throwing up on the floor
Repeating intense emotional turmoil: screaming, crying, and vomiting
(but then again i'm shit with change)
Admitting difficulty in handling change
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