Lyrics
It wasn't the rain that washed away...
It wasn't the rain that caused the change...
Rinsed out the colours of your eyes
The emotional impact washed away the brightness in your eyes.
Putting the gun down on the bedside table
Placing a gun on the bedside table...
I must have realized
Realization struck.
It wasn't the rain
The rain wasn't the catalyst.
That made no difference
No difference was made by the rain.
And I could have sworn it wasn't me
Despite a feeling of innocence...
Yet I did it all so coldly
Actions were carried out coldly.
Almost slowly
Slow and deliberate, almost as if on display.
Plain for all to see
Obvious to everyone.
Oh c'mon please now
An appeal for communication.
Talk to me
A plea to share helpful thoughts.
Tell me things I could find helpful
Request for information.
How can I stop now
Feeling helpless, seeking a solution.
Is there nothing I can do
A sense of being lost.
I have lost my way
The acknowledgment of losing someone.
I've been losing you
Expressing the pain of losing.
I can still hear our screams competing
Memories of arguments echoing.
You're hissing your s's like a snake
Describing communication with a hostile tone.
Now in the mirror stands
A reflection in the mirror, a diminished self.
Half a man
Feeling broken despite thinking it impossible.
I thought no one could break
Perceived invincibility shattered.
It wasn't the rain
Reiteration that rain wasn't influential.
That made no difference
No impact made by the rain.
Nervously drumming on:Run away
Nervously considering escape.
But I want the guilt to get me
Wishing for guilt to consume.
Thoughts to wreck me
Thoughts causing internal turmoil.
Preying on my mind
Mental distress and torment.
So, please now
A renewed plea for communication.
Talk to me
Request for helpful information.
Tell me things I could find helpful
Seeking a way to halt the pain.
For how can I stop now
Expressing helplessness and seeking a solution.
Is there nothing I can do
A sense of being lost, again reiterated.
I have lost my way
Reiterating the pain of losing someone.
I've been losing you
Continued expression of the ongoing loss.
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