Lyrics
When i acted real to you
Expressing genuine emotions towards you
Why did you switch up and act fake
Questioning a sudden change from genuine to fake behavior
What led you to be this way
Curious about the reasons behind the change in behavior
How did you come around to change
Wondering about the process that led to the transformation
Nobody even knows about this
Keeping a personal struggle or issue private
So why do you feel like you're so afraid
Questioning feelings of fear despite secrecy
I never even wanted us to be this way
Expressing a desire for a different relationship dynamic
Even if you had ties, i still felt like i was played
Feeling deceived even with awareness of other connections
It's so hard to even think about the way
Reflecting on the difficulty of the situation
I'd used to ask how was your day and are you ok
Recalling past concerns for the other's well-being
Thinking bout it now gets me into so much pain
Experiencing emotional pain when reflecting on the past
I don't want my heart to ever feel this way
Expressing a strong aversion to future heartbreak
Ever again, i'd rather us just stay friends
Preferring a platonic relationship to avoid pain
And just fantasize about you in my mind
Turning to imagination for solace
At least that's when i could call you mine
Recollecting a time when the relationship felt secure
Without the pain that comes in real life
Contrasting the pain of reality with mental imagery
The rollercoaster i felt when you were around
Describing emotional ups and downs when together
Eventually you kept on being dry because you surround
Noting emotional withdrawal due to external influences
Talked to like 10 different guys, kept me in rotation
Feeling kept on standby while the other explores options
But i'm always gonna be a side while you get off at main station
Accepting a secondary role in the other's life
We used to talk, used to talk until the clock hits 2
Recalling late-night conversations
Hitting more different when the next day i had school
Highlighting a change in dynamics due to life commitments
But we drifted apart and you didn't want me in your heart
Expressing a sense of drifting apart
Anymore, so you just moved on and left me on the floor
Being abandoned emotionally and left in distress
So loveless, so loveless
Summarizing the relationship as devoid of love
Everyone thinks that i don't got a heart
Addressing misconceptions about personal emotions
So many people did me wrong i don't know where to start
Reflecting on past wrongs from others
So loveless, so loveless
Reiterating the loveless nature of the current state
I'm not sure what to do
Expressing uncertainty about the future
Where do i go from here
Contemplating the next steps after heartbreak
I see the sun in the sky
Finding solace in external indicators of normalcy
So i know things are alright
Recognizing external positivity despite internal struggles
But i can't talk to anyone i know for advice, but i'll try it anyways
Expressing a need for advice despite a lack of confidants
I know it's kinda wrong when i know my rights
Acknowledging a moral dilemma in seeking guidance
Not to mess with the same people who just wanted me dead
Understanding the risks of interacting with harmful individuals
But i gotta risk it just to find some guidance and answers while i was dead
Taking risks to seek guidance and answers
You know
Interjection acknowledging shared experiences
So i just talked to this one girl who i could probably convince to talk to me again
Considering reconnecting with a past connection
But i'd probably go into the same loop again
Acknowledging the potential repetition of past patterns
Man, i done went through a lot of girls to start
Reflecting on past romantic experiences
But how were you the one who really messed up my heart
Questioning how a specific individual caused heartbreak
Its a loop over and over i don't even know where to start anymore
Expressing confusion and exhaustion in navigating relationships
So loveless, so loveless
Reiterating the loveless nature of the current state
Everyone thinks that i don't got a heart
Addressing misconceptions about personal emotions
So many people did me wrong i don't know where to start
Reflecting on past wrongs from others
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