DONE
Heartbreak Chronicles: Unraveling the Painful Echoes of 'DONE' by Hermes la Russa
Lyrics
You scare me now
You evoke fear in me at this moment
And you scared me then
You caused fear in me in the past
You said I'm done but baby, you know
You declared it's over, but, dear, you're aware
Now I can't change those dreams about me
Now I'm haunted by unchangeable dreams about myself
Only because you made my heart bleed
Your actions led to my emotional pain
We were not lovers, we're just family
We were not romantic partners, just relatives
But I can't stand to share your blood with me
I can't bear to associate with your family ties
You messed it up and now I feel blue
You messed up, and now I'm feeling sad
Always the same pain, maybe I'm doomed
Experiencing the same pain repeatedly, perhaps I'm destined
I wanna change, I wanna change
I desire change, I yearn for transformation
But all the things you said are stuck in my head
Your words linger in my mind, hindering change
You made me feel I was not loved there
You made me believe I was unloved
Now you should pay for my therapy, babe
Now you should bear the cost of my therapy, my love
You let me down
You disappointed me
You left me out
You excluded me
I wanna punch you and leave you on the ground
I have the urge to physically harm you and leave you helpless
You made me love
You made me experience love
And you made me die
And you caused my emotional demise
Now I can't trust me when I'm down in pain
Now I can't trust myself when I'm in pain
Every step I took I wasn't thinking
I acted without consideration at every step
You said "you're done!" But I hoped you were kidding
You proclaimed "it's over," but I wished it was a joke
Just to let you know, I wasn't crying
To clarify, I wasn't shedding tears
I can't do that 'cause I am empty inside
I can't express emotions because I feel empty inside
Won't you stand by me all day?
Do you stand by me throughout the day?
I wanna leave you and stay up in space
I want to distance myself from you and float in space
Maybe now you have something to say
Perhaps now you have something to express
Let it out, let it out, don't you?
Release your emotions, don't you?
You said I'm done, you think I was gone
You declared it's over; you assumed I was gone
Maybe you're scared I was taking it all
Maybe you feared I was taking everything away
I don't wanna change 'cause of you
I don't want to change because of your influence
You do want to ruin my life, don't you?
Do you aim to destroy my life?
Everything hurt but now that you're gone
Everything hurt, but now that you're absent
Maybe I can try to move on and live alone
Perhaps I can attempt to move on and live alone
I wanna change, I wanna change
I desire change, I yearn for transformation
No, I don't wanna feel so much pain
No, I don't want to feel so much pain
You let me down
You disappointed me
You left me out
You excluded me
I wanna punch you and leave you on the ground
I have the urge to physically harm you and leave you helpless
You made me love
You made me experience love
And you made me die
And you caused my emotional demise
Now I can't trust me when I'm down in pain
Now I can't trust myself when I'm in pain
I wanna feel, I wanna know
I want to feel, I want to know
I wanna blame you when everything's wrong
I want to blame you when everything goes wrong
You said I'm doomed, you said I'm done
You declared I'm destined, you declared it's over
You made me die and you know that, no?
You caused my demise, and you are aware of that, aren't you?
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