Not Ok
Broken Reflections: Navigating Heartbreak and Redemption
Lyrics
I cannot find a way to get me out of here
I feel trapped and unable to find a solution to escape my current situation.
This life is not what I wanted
The life I am currently living is not the one I desired or envisioned.
But I've done everything you want me to
I have complied with your expectations and requests despite the undesirability of my life.
It's way to early
It's too early to give up on the life I aspire to live.
To give up on the life I wanna live
I won't give up on the life I want, even though it seems challenging at the moment.
I guess you were the lesson
You, and the difficulties I've faced with you, have been a valuable lesson for me.
I needed
I've gained something important from the challenges you presented.
So, I'm looking through the window
I'm reflecting on my situation, possibly feeling isolated or introspective.
I'm shaking on my way home
I'm emotionally shaken as I head home.
Where do I wanna go
I'm uncertain about my destination and purpose.
Cause I feel so empty
I'm feeling a profound emptiness.
I hate the way you left me
I dislike the way you abandoned me.
I hope it makes you happy
Despite my feelings, I hope your actions bring you happiness.
To throw it all away
You discarded everything we had.
Don't let me the thought of being something that i'm not
I don't want to be perceived as something I'm not.
You cut me down so deeply
You've hurt me deeply with your actions.
I might need someone to wake me up
I may need someone to help me snap out of this emotional state.
I can't see the end of the tunnel
I can't see a positive resolution or outcome.
I'm broken and the way you left me is not ok, ok
I am emotionally shattered, and the way you left me is unacceptable.
But I'm still thinking
Despite the pain, I'm still contemplating and processing the situation.
About this everyday and night
This situation occupies my thoughts every day and night.
And you seems to be
You appear indifferent or unconcerned about the impact of your actions.
Not quite that concerned
There's a lack of empathy or understanding on your part.
Were there things I didn't learn
I may have overlooked or failed to learn certain things in our relationship.
But while you're hanging out with all your new friends
You're socializing with new friends while I'm dealing with the aftermath of our relationship.
Talk shit about me over and over again
Rumors or negative comments about me circulate in your social circle.
Just know I'm waiting here with bated breath
I'm patiently waiting for some resolution or closure.
Till I'm gone
My presence will persist until I'm no longer part of the situation.
Don't let me
Similar to line 15, a repetition emphasizing the fear of being misunderstood.
Don't let me the thought of being something that i'm not
Reiteration of the fear of being perceived falsely.
You cut me down so deeply
Repetition of the emotional pain caused by the other person's actions.
I might need someone to wake me up
A plea for someone to help wake the speaker from their emotional distress.
I can't see the end of the tunnel
A sense of hopelessness and inability to see a positive future.
I'm broken and the way you left me is not ok, ok
Reiteration of emotional brokenness due to the other person's departure.
Don't let me the thought of being something that i'm not
Repeated fear of being perceived inaccurately or falsely.
You cut me down so deeply
Restatement of the deep emotional hurt caused by the other person.
I might need someone to wake me up
A call for assistance to wake the speaker from their emotional turmoil.
I can't see the end of the tunnel
The inability to see a positive resolution or future continues to be distressing.
I'm broken and the way you left me is not ok, ok
Reiteration of emotional brokenness due to the other person's departure.
Don't let me the thought of being something that i'm not
Repeated fear of being perceived inaccurately or falsely.
You cut me down so deeply
Restatement of the deep emotional hurt caused by the other person.
I might need someone to wake me up
A plea for assistance to wake the speaker from their emotional turmoil.
I can't see the end of the tunnel
The inability to see a positive resolution or future continues to be distressing.
I'm broken and the way you left me is not ok, ok
Reiteration of emotional brokenness due to the other person's departure.
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