I'm Still Looking
Lost Threads and Open Doors: Unveiling Life's Tapestry
Lyrics
The things I've barely seen
The experiences I've only glimpsed or barely encountered
The long-forgotten dream
A dream that has been forgotten for a long time
Somehow I lost the thread
I somehow lost track of something important
And I just can't seem to find it again
I'm unable to rediscover or reconnect with it
A prisoner in this life
Feeling confined or trapped in life
Who's got the sharpest knife
Experiencing a life situation with a significant amount of hardship or difficulty
Walk through the open door
Entering new opportunities
And shut it behind me
Choosing to close off those opportunities once entered
Oh I'm not that bad
Self-assessment, acknowledging not being entirely bad
I'm not quite a fallen angel
Not being completely perfect, similar to a fallen angel
Just an ant that's stuck in the hill
Feeling small and insignificant like an ant in a vast world
Spending my days
Passing time while observing others waste their lives
Watching them waste away
Contemplating the relationship between cause and effect, action and outcome
Thinking bout the spoke and the wheel
Continuously searching for flaws or imperfections in the bigger picture of life
Oh I'm still looking for a hole in the tapestry
Continuing the search for something elusive in the complex fabric of life
My senses wove within my mind
Senses and perceptions intertwined within the mind, seeking understanding
I'm still looking for his soul in the photograph
Continuing the quest to find meaning or essence in memories or images
Sometimes I see it when I shut my eyes
Occasionally glimpsing the essence when disconnected from external stimuli
A single step beyond
Progressing further beyond the usual limitations
One drop in the pond
A small contribution or impact in a vast context
It's all the same in here
Feeling everything is uniform or the same
So I'm always forgetting myself
Regularly losing track of one's own identity or purpose
It's so bright and clear
Perceiving things vividly and distinctly
My shadow likes it here
One's darker side being comfortable or content in this setting
A great wide-open space
A vast, unobstructed space devoid of reasons to escape
Where there's no use in running away
No benefit or point in trying to evade or avoid this situation
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