Lyrics
Alright,
Expressing agreement or readiness to proceed.
It’s quite hard to do-
Acknowledging a difficult task or situation.
(I know)
Internal confirmation or self-awareness.
Can you tell?
Inquiring about the other person's perception or understanding.
Sorry -
Apologizing or expressing regret.
I’m so sorry you left
Expressing regret for the person's departure.
I wish I had just tied you to the bed
Expressing a desire for control or attachment.
I know I’m going to remember what I said
Acknowledging the likelihood of remembering spoken words.
When I finally clear this shit out of my head
Anticipating mental clarity and resolution.
I wish you were still my friend
Expressing a wish for the person to remain a friend.
I watched you leave for the first time today
Observing the departure of the person for the first time.
Actually, this is the first time you’ve ever gone away
Highlighting the uniqueness of the current separation.
I’m not sorry for anything I said
Stating a lack of remorse for previous statements.
But I know you are just going to forget
Acknowledging the other person's potential to forget.
And I’m just running my hand over the dent in the bed
Touching a physical reminder of the person's presence.
I’ve fallen out of favour with god again
Feeling a sense of disfavor with a higher power.
Even though he’s not real…?
Raising a question about the existence of God.
You took my hand when I couldn’t see
Recalling a supportive gesture in a difficult situation.
I’ll never ever forget those weeks
Expressing gratitude for memorable moments.
I’m still not sorry for what I said
Reiterating a lack of remorse for past statements.
Feels like you are only four streets away
Sensing emotional proximity despite physical distance.
But you are so far away
Emphasizing the emotional distance despite physical closeness.
Your heart beats have replaced the sound in my head
Noting the impact of the person on internal thoughts.
And I can’t speak
Experiencing speechlessness due to emotional intensity.
I think I don’t care where I wake up but…
Indicating ambivalence about the waking environment.
But I really do .
Contradicting the previous statement, revealing true feelings.
I turn on the lights and I still can’t see
Struggling with visibility despite efforts to illuminate.
And I know it’s not easy but I’ll say it anyway
Acknowledging the difficulty but expressing thoughts anyway.
You are the weight of your memory
Attributing significance to the impact of memories.
Thank god humans aren’t supposed to be on their own
Recognizing the human need for companionship.
I hate being alone
Expressing discomfort or dislike for solitude.
Maybe If I just lie down next to where you last slept
Contemplating a transformative effect through proximity.
I’ll just turn into you
Desiring a connection or transformation into the person.
I’m still not sorry for what I said
Reiterating a lack of remorse for past statements.
I've lost my grace again.
Expressing a loss of composure or elegance.
I wonder if you will ever forgive me ?
Questioning the possibility of forgiveness.
I don’t think I’ve ever forgiven you
Admitting a struggle with forgiveness.
I don’t forgive or forget
Asserting a reluctance to forgive or forget.
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