I LAST TIME FUCKED UP
Reflections of Regret: Andre Schtule's Emotional Journey Revealed
Lyrics
I'm dragging myself home from another party
I'm returning home after another party.
I wouldn't have brought you up i last time fucked up
I wouldn't have mentioned you if I hadn't messed up the last time.
if it wasn't for the flashes in my head
Memories or images in my mind are triggering this discussion.
Something has been troubling me lately
I've been troubled by something recently.
Nothing in my head
My mind is empty.
You're just as sad
You're equally unhappy.
As I was the of last night.
Similar to how I felt the previous night.
I think I'm dead
I feel emotionally numb or detached.
Falling through the bed
Metaphorically falling into a state of despair.
Don't say anything
Requesting silence because things won't improve.
It doesn't get any better
The situation doesn't improve over time.
But today I'm not cause
Today, I'm not feeling this way because...
I'm dragging myself home from another party
Repeating the experience of returning home from a party.
I wouldn't have brought you up i last time fucked up
Referencing a mistake from the past.
if it wasn't for the flashes in my head
Recalling memories triggering the discussion.
Something has been troubling me lately
Ongoing inner turmoil or conflict.
I'm dragging myself home from another party
Repetition of returning home from a party.
I wouldn't have brought you up i last time fucked up
Reiteration of a past mistake.
if it wasn't for the flashes in my head
Memories resurfacing and causing distress.
Something has been troubling me lately
Ongoing inner struggles.
I thought we were friends.
Doubt about the nature of the relationship - friendship or more.
Or were we in?
Uncertainty about the level of commitment in the relationship.
I wasn't a sinner.
Denial of being a wrongdoer or sinner.
I didn't wear a halo in my head
Not being virtuous, despite appearances.
Didn't know what to say
Confusion or speechlessness in a situation.
Am I that bad?
Questioning one's own morality.
I felt like a neighbor
Feeling distant or detached like a neighbor.
Whiskey will kill your flavor
Caution about the negative effects of whiskey.
I kissed a girl in my dream
Narrating a dream where a girl is kissed.
Why is it so fucking complicated?
Expressing frustration over the complexity of situations.
I'm lying on the floor
Lying on the floor, possibly in distress.
I have to go through all my losses
Reflecting on past losses and challenges.
Nothing in my head
Mind is still empty or troubled.
You're just as sad
Observing the shared sadness.
As I was the of last night.
Similar emotional state as the previous night.
I think I'm dead
Continuing to feel emotionally numb or detached.
Falling through the bed
Metaphorically falling into despair again.
Don't say anything
Request for silence due to a lack of improvement.
It doesn't get any better
No positive change in the situation.
But today I'm not cause
Experiencing a different emotion today.
I'm dragging myself home from another party
Repeating the experience of returning home from a party.
I wouldn't have brought you up i last time fucked up
Referring to a past mistake.
if it wasn't for the flashes in my head
Triggered by memories causing distress.
Something has been troubling me lately
Continued inner turmoil or conflict.
Ohh-ohh-ohh
Repetition of an expressive vocalization, possibly conveying emotion.
Ohh-ohh-ohh
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